Page 33 of Sin and Deception

I didn't want this to end, but I was also afraid of what would happen after it ended.

If I could have resisted, I would have tried to prolong things and prevent myself from coming. But they knew my body too well; there was no point in resisting. We all wanted—no, needed—this release.

As I melted into the sensations coursing through my body, my head fell back, and I drowned in the sea of pleasure that surged within us. I crashed over the edge as Theo's cock relentlessly fucked into me until I was screaming and writhing beneath them. When Xander removed his fingers from my clit, I whimpered with disappointment.

But then he positioned himself beside me, his cock pressing against my lips.

"Angel," he growled low but demanding.

I eagerly opened my mouth, welcoming him as he slid between my lips. Lifting my gaze to meet his stormy dark eyes, I took him into my mouth and sucked him in greedily. My tongue swirled around the tip of his cock as I relished in the deep, guttural groans that escaped from his lips. I knew exactly how to please him. Theo had taught me how to do it, and Xander's reaction only confirmed that I was doingit right.

It was his favorite trick, and I was determined to show him how much I had learned from Theo.

Theo relentlessly thrust into me, his eyes fixed on the sight of Xander's cock sliding in and out of my mouth. His taste enveloped my senses—salty, musky, alluring, and addictive.

Theo's pace quickened with each passing moment, and I could feel the familiar swell building inside me. I eagerly increased my suction and rhythm, knowing that it was driving him closer to his climax.

When he finally released his load into my mouth, I welcomed the warm, sticky sensation and savored every drop. Knowing that I could bring such pleasure to someone like Xander, who was usually gruff and guarded, was powerful.

As Xander pulled away and looked down at me, I smiled up at him with satisfaction. His initial anger had faded, replaced by amazement and longing.

He gently cupped my cheek, shaking his head in disbelief. I licked my lips teasingly and whispered, "Your beautiful cock always tastes so delicious, Xander."

His expression intensified as he murmured my name under his breath while shaking his head again.

Our attention then shifted back to Theo, whose arousal had not lessened in the slightest. His dark hair flowed around his chiseled face as he panted heavily, his eyes ablaze with deep desire.

With each forceful thrust into my body, he showed no signs of slowing down. His grip on my hips tightened as hecontinued to piston deeper and harder with each satisfying stroke.

I watched with desire as Theo grabbed Xander's head and pulled him forward for another passionate kiss. Then, taking Xander's hand in his, he guided it toward his balls without needing any words.

This was the dynamic between us. Theo asserted dominance in all things sexual, and Xander and I were all more than willing to give in to his desires.

A surge of arousal flooded through me as I watched the two of them together, their bodies moving in perfect synchrony. My body responded by tightening around Theo's thick cock, urging him on as he drove into me with a relentless rhythm.

As my mind cleared, I suddenly realized we weren't using protection. The logical part of my brain screamed at me to remember the past consequences of birth control failures. But at that moment, with Theo inside me, I couldn't bring myself to stop him. It felt too good, too right, even if it made me the most foolish woman on earth.

He pulled away from Xander's mouth and leaned down over me, his body still thrusting vigorously. With each powerful movement, he let out a deep groan before capturing my lips with his own. Our tongues entwined urgently as our bodies moved in perfect unison.

My breasts heaved against his chest as our skin slid deliciously against each other. I tightened my thighs around his hips, pouring all of the love and passion I felt for him into every movement and kiss.

And when Xander joined in our embrace, our three tongues danced together feverishly until Theo finally released inside me with a guttural growl.

"Fuck!" He exclaimed as his body shuddered against mine, and he slammed into me one final time.

I cried out in pleasure as his hot release filled me and pushed me over the edge as well. Our voices mingled as we lost ourselves in the intense sensations and emotions that consumed us.

As we collapsed onto the bed in a tangled mess, I felt overwhelmed by the presence of both Xander and Theo beside me. Tears streamed down my cheeks uncontrollably as I struggled to hold onto the happiness and love from our past. Instead, a profound sense of vulnerability and apprehension washed over me.

I needed to say something: to explain why I had stayed away for so long and to apologize for my role in creating this complicated situation. However, the fear of ruining the moment and hurting them again weighed heavily on me.

They deserved answers, explanations, and, most importantly, the truth about the changes that would affect their lives. As much as it pained me, I owed it to Xander and Theo to be honest and face the consequences of my actions.

I knew better than to think they still loved me just because they’d had sex with me. I refused to give myself false hope. My past experiences repeatedly taught me that happily ever after was not in my cards. Each time it felt within my reach, something or someone would snatch it away.

But right now, I was determined to live in the moment.Tomorrow, there was a ninety-nine percent chance Theo and Xander would see me only through eyes filled with hate.

"Even if you don't believe me, know that I never stopped loving you both. With all my heart," I whispered, tears streaming down my cheeks. "I'm so sorry for leaving."

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