Jayla takes a deep breath and looks back at her uncle.
“I wanted to apologize for being rude to you the other night. I was scared and didn’t know how to handle it.”
He opens his arms, and she rushes to him in a hug.
“I’m just glad you’re okay, Jay. Thank you.”
“I have a basketball game tonight. Will you come?”
“I wouldn’t miss it.”
“Really?”
“Really. Hey, Dayton said there’s a new foal in the stable if you want to go check it out.”
She doesn’t even reply before she sprints toward the barn. I laugh and then look back at Gavin with a grin. He’s smiling, watching me carefully before he reaches out and takes my hand in his.
“That was nice,” he says.
“Gavin,” I breathe. “I…I have to know what we’re doing. I can’t…I can’t be going into this thinking that it’s a relationship and you’re just having fun. It’s—”
He puts his finger up to my lips to shush me, and my knees go weak. His eyes gaze right into mine, and I feel the wetness between my thighs. My heart is fluttering ridiculously.
“This is a relationship. We will go as slow as you need to go, though. I don’t want anyone but you. It’s always been you.”
“Gavin,” I sigh.
“I know I told you before that we were just fuck buddies. It was an asshole move, but I panicked. I was ready to propose to you back then, and I know that probably sounds insane, but it’s true. Dad and I got into a huge fight when I told him. I knew that if we went public back home so soon after that, it wouldn’t go well.”
“Why didn’t you…”
“Because I told myself that maybe it was better. If my dad was against us, then your parents would be, too. I was young and dumb. Then you got back with Aaron, and I thought I had just been a placeholder.”
“You weren’t. I wish you would have told me.”
“We can’t change the past. We can only make sure the future isn’t the same.”
“I like that.”
I lean forward and put my forehead against his.
“Is Jayla okay with it?”
“We talked, and I think so.”
“Good.” He pulls back and kisses my forehead.
I immediately feel like I turn into girl goo at the gesture. It’s so nice to feel giddy for once.
“Hey,” he continues. “I’ll have to go into the city this week for a few days. I have some loose ends to tie up and a meeting I have to be in person for. Collin is a football star, but he plays basketball, too, and asked me to be at his game.”
I nod slowly, a pang of jealousy hitting me. It’s an irrational thought, wondering why he’s not asking me to go with him. Just a little bit of insecurity left over from Aaron.
I take a deep breath and blow it out. “Will you be able to talk and text when you’re there?”
“Of course, there’s no way I’m going a day without talking to you.” He smiles as he pulls me into a hug.
I smile, melting into him as I do. He’s giving me reassurances that I need without even knowing he’s doing so. This is nice.