“Oh, so have Alexander and Cal been here?” I ask, knowing her reaction every time they come up.
“Don’t start with me,” she deadpans. I can’t help but laugh. “Especially when you have Caine, Drew, and Adam literally ripping apart everything they come across for you. You should’ve seen them when you were gone.”
I don’t know why her saying that makes my heart swoop in my chest. It probably shouldn’t. I should probably be worried that I left one prison just to find another one, but I know I didn’t. Rationally, I know that’s not how this is. But knowing how badly they wanted me to come back here, to come home makes me melt.
It also makes me wish I was with them tonight, but I shake that away because I’m here with my friend. While I’m still learning how to be a friend, I don’t want to fuck it up by ditching her to go be with my boyfriend…s?
Are they my boyfriends?
Before I’m able to spiral anymore, I distract myself by trying to pry into Danner’s life a little more.
“Then you should know I won’t judge if you tell me the truth about you three.”
“Good thing there’s nothing to tell.” She finishes the slice of pizza and I continue to keep my eyes narrowed at her, knowing she’s in denial. I’ve seen how they are around her. I have also seen her not give them the time of day, but that doesn’t mean anything.
I mean look at me. I didn’t want anything to do with Caine, Drew, or Adam, yet they’ve forced their way into my life and I can’t go back. Not that I want to.
“Let’s watch a shitty cheesy movie,” she announces. I know it’s a diversion tactic, but I go along with it anyway.
I haven’t seen many movies in my life, so I give in because I'm curious what shitty, cheesy one she wants to watch and what it's like.
After she picks something with a badly photoshopped cover on it from a streaming service, my phone goes off. I keep forgetting that I have one again. The only people who have the number are the guys and Danner, so I rarely need it since one of them is usually around.
I take a peek at the text I just got and shake my head, fighting the smile that wants to appear.
Caine: All moved into our place, killer. The only thing missing here is you sitting on my dick.
Instead of replying, I put my phone away to focus on the movie. Though, it’s really obvious only five minutes in that she wasn’t kidding about how cheesy it is. Or awful. Still, I find myself laughing right along with her at the ridiculousness of it all.
My phone goes off again and I expect it to be Caine saying something else about how he wants to fuck me. I’m not surprised that’s almost exactly what I see, but it’s not from Caine.
Drew: You should be here. Sleeping in my bed so I could slide inside your perfect little pussy while you’re passed out and make you come for me while you’re still dreaming.
I squeeze my thighs together thinking about the scenario he’s described. The way these men have showed me that my dark fantasies were what I’ve always needed is something I can never come back from. Being chased in the forest, the primal need coming out for all of us. The way it feels to wake up with a cock already inside me and fucking me. The way I can fight, and say no, but we all know I really want it.
It's everything I’ve always needed. I just needed it from them.
I should put my phone away and focus on the movie, but it’s so ridiculous and they’ve already created this ache between my thighs just from two messages, so I decide to have a little fun.
I open the group chat and text all three of them.
Max: Sounds like you guys miss me. Too bad I’m having a great time without you. Might need to be away from you all more.
Caine: Don’t you dare, killer, or I won’t let you leave the house.
Adam: None of us would hold you captive, but you know you miss us too.
Drew: Was it my text that gave it away? I’ll admit it, yeah I want you here, little one.
Caine: If you’re going to Drew, you’re coming home first.
Adam: Ignore them and enjoy your night with your friend, baby girl.
Max: Yes, daddy *wink emoji*
Because I really want to fuck with them, I turn my phone off as soon as my text sends and I enjoy the movie.
I wakeup the next morning feeling like I got punched in the gut and I already know why before I open my eyes. Crawling off the couch I make my way into the bathroom, immediately searching for a tampon, and luckily I find one. The worst part about getting my period right now isn’t even that these underwear are now ruined. It’s that I can’t have the sexy fun time with my guys I was hoping for after I get off work later.