“No.”
“No?”
“Yeah, I veto that suggestion.”
“You don’t get a veto. If I say I don’t want to hang out with you anymore, then tough shit. That’s the way it is.”
“I think you should let me kiss you.”
“Because you were probably dropped on your head as a child,” I snap back.
At that, Conor cracks a smile. He lets out a breath andsqueezes my hand, then places it against his chest. Beneath my palm, his heart is pounding hard.
“I think there’s something here.” There’s a note of challenge in his voice. “And I think you’re afraid to find out what it is. Not sure why, though. Maybe you don’t think you deserve it, I dunno. But that’s a fucking tragedy, because you of all people deserve to be happy. So here it is: I’m going to kiss you, unless you tell me not to. Okay?”
I’m going to regret this. Even as I lick my lips and tilt my head, I know I’m going to regret this. But the word “no” refuses to exit my mouth.
“Okay,” I finally whisper.
He takes full advantage of my acquiescence, leaning in to brush his lips against mine.
At first it’s the lightest of caresses, but it doesn’t take long for his kiss to grow deep, urgent. When I weave my arms up his shoulders and comb my fingers into his hair, he makes the sexiest sound against my mouth. Half groan, half sigh.
I feel his entire body clench against mine. His hands go to my hips, fingers biting into my bare skin, and presses me against the wall until there’s no light left between us.
His mouth, so gentle yet hungry, the heat of his body, and the feel of his muscles caging me…it’s surreal, thrilling. As desire courses through my veins, I kiss him back desperately. I forget myself. I forget where we are and all the reasons we shouldn’t do this.
“You taste like cinnamon,” he mumbles, and then his tongue is exploring again, slicking over mine and summoning a moan from deep in my throat.
I cling to him, completely and totally addicted to the feelof his mouth against mine. I drag my teeth over his bottom lip and feel rather than hear the groan vibrate in his chest. His hands slide up my ribs, pushing beneath my shirt, until they’re just beneath my breasts. I suddenly wish I didn’t take off my sweater, that I had an extra layer of protection between my flesh and Conor’s seductive touch.
“You get me so hot, Taylor.”
His lips find my neck and then he’s sucking on it, triggering a flurry of shivers. His lower body bumps mine, hips giving a slow sensual thrust that makes me moan again.
He kisses me again, his tongue teasing the seam of my lips. Then he pulls back and I see the same needy, hungry lust I’m feeling reflected back at me in his eyes.
“Come home with me tonight,” Conor Fucking Edwards whispers.
And that’s what breaks the spell.
Breathing hard, I drop my hands from his broad shoulders and let them dangle at my sides.
Dammit.Dammit, what’s wrong with me? I’m no clairvoyant, but I don’t need to be one to see how all this is going to play out.
I go back to his place.
I lose my virginity to him.
He rocks my world for one amazing night.
And then next week I’m just another sad sap raising my hand along with his other conquests when asked who there has hooked up with him.
“Taylor?” He’s still watching me. Waiting.
I bite my lip. Easing away from the heat of his body, I slowly shake my head and say, “Will you drive me home?”
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