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“He pressured me to let him share me with his friends again,” I said, trying not to get lost in the memory of seeing his four friends there and the things they liked to do.

“Again?” Romeo’s nostrils flared.

“How many times did he do it?” Hunter clipped, sitting on his haunches in front of me.

Their anger was alarming. I knew it wasn’t directed at me, but it was putting salt in a wound that was still healing.

“Is this necessary?” I snapped, hating how vulnerable I felt.

“No.”

“Yes.”

They spoke at the same time, but Hunter’s yes was louder by far.

“No,” Romeo said, glaring at Hunter. “You don’t have to do anything you are uncomfortable with.”

Hunter scowled. “This is why contracts are important. We all need to set our boundaries because we all need to know. This isn’t just for my pleasure or Ro’s pleasure. This is for all our pleasure. You are an equal part of this.”

I looked away, biting my lip before I got emotional. They weren't telling me something I didn’t already know. It was better to play dumb than to face the fact that he took advantage of me, guilted me into doing things he said he liked and manipulated me into only pleasuring him most of the time. I started to cam after that because it gave me a sense of control, especially afterlearning a lot about the community. I had discovered a lot about myself, like learning to say no and that no one would fight for me unless I did it.

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Hunter

Hearing Valencia talk about her experience with that Dom, I was ready to call in a favor with Vincent and find him. He deserved to be ratted out to whatever club he belonged to, preying on young women for his own sick pleasure. He needed to get his ass kicked, but that might have to wait until after hockey season was over.

“I think this contract is more important than ever now,” Ro said, looking a hell of a lot calmer than I felt. “We will not be sharing you with anyone else and I promise if you don’t like something, we will not do it again.”

She looked between us, looking at me a little longer, not with fear, but with curiosity.

“I wouldn’t let you take advantage of me. I’ve learned my lesson, and I won’t do something just because you like it,” she said. “I’m doing this for me, and I won’t stop camming just because we started this. I have a collaboration with a friend next year and if another comes up, I won’t say no. So, if we are still doing this, I won’t change what I do for Ruby.”

I clenched my jaw thinking about her sleeping with someone else, but this was temporary and that was her job.

“Mmmm, ok,” Ro said, not liking the concession he had to make.

“I’m serious, if you have a problem, we can’t do this,” she said, putting the contract on her lap looking at me. “I walk away now, and we can all forget about it.”

“I’m fine with it, but only sex with people as Ruby,” I said. “I won’t share Valencia with anyone other than Ro. I don’t like to share.”

Valencia and I stared at each other as we waited for someone to say something.

“I mean it, the moment you start saying stuff about my work, I’m out,” she said firmly.

“Got it,” Ro said, looking at me expectantly when I didn’t immediately respond.

“I… agree,” I said, reluctantly.

“Ok, please put that in one of the clauses,” she said, opening the contract.

“Ok,” I said, getting a pen off the table to add a note in the back.

This was a very general contract that we were able to customize and a solid NDA to protect all of us.

“Uh, is this what I think this means?” Valencia pointed at “Use of gynecological devices.”

“Yup, I have unfortunately seen it,” Ro said shivering.