“Unoccupied bathrooms are safe. If you hear or see someone inside, go the other way.”
I shrug as if it’s not a big deal. “I think I can handle that.”
“Oh, shit. Okay, I’m so glad you said that.”
Her smile widens, the tension easing from her brow. Was she really expecting me to disavow her? “Why were you worried?”
“Because you’re sweet. Despite what those bitches did to you, you’re stillyouand I don’t want to corrupt you, or have you look at me differently.”
“Because you like to go to freaky parties? Kassidy, you’re the only one sticking by me, and I know it’s costing you some friends. I willneverturn my back on you because you like excitement.”
“You won’t?”
After meeting her parents, I understand her better and I know she doesn’t do half the things I thought she was doing. She parties. Hard. But she’s also immersing herself in this illicit culture, and reporting student behavior back to her parents. They’re trying to develop a program to hook the spring break crowds.
While I’m getting ready, I mentally check off the notes I made in my book. Looks like I’m crushing all three goals tonight.
Logan
I can’t explain the emotions going through me when Jordanna crosses the threshold of the cathedral. She’s dismissing my warning and taunting me by being here with her tight jeans and perfectly perky tits. I’m trying to ignore her, but her laugh is distinct. Or I’m just so in tune to it that I can pick it out, even buried under the din of the music and voices around me.
Tabitha pulls my beer from my hand and takes a drink. “Are you gonna go over there and talk to her or just stare at her all night?”
I watch as Zathan, one of my high school classmates, walks over to Jordy with a flask in his hand. She accepts it without questioning what’s in it and puts it to her lips. He takes it back, following with a hearty swig of his own, and slips his arm around her, pulling her towards the floor. They’re dancing close. Too close.
She looks comfortable and her guard is down. That’s dangerous considering the mood I’m in, and the fact that Bella’s still out for blood. Locking eyes with Zathan, I tilt my head towards the right. His eyes light up, and he gives a slight nod.
I slip through the room, heading towards the tower doors. He’ll be ushering Jordanna up these very stairs shortly. I never talked to her about The Rift, because I didn’t want her to know just how depraved things on campus can be. How darkIcan be. Tonight, I’ll finally exorcise her from my system while showing everyone that she doesn’t mean shit to me.
Grunts and slapping flesh greet me as I step through the door at the top of the staircase. Zathan and Jordy are a few paces behind me. I plucked a random girl from the crowd on my way up here. She doesn’t complain when I drag her with me towards the middle of the parapet. We’re bathed in just enough moonlight for spectators to see what’s about to happen. I’m in position when they step through the door. From where I’m standing I can see Jordy’s eyes pop around, too nervous to settle on any one couple for too long. That’s fine. I only want her eyes on me. I shove the girl to her knees.
“Touch me.” The harsh command carries over to where Jordanna is standing.
Her eyes widen when she finds me, but I ignore her, giving all my attention to the girl in front of me. “I won’t repeat myself.” I warn.
She’s a good girl. Obedient to her king, quickly pulling my cock from my pants, testing the weight of it in her hands. With her eyes on me, she tugs, not giving a damn that people are around. I’m hard right away, but it’s not because of her. It’s because of the woman directly across from me. Our eyes lock together, and all I can remember is the feel of Jordanna’s hand and mouth around me.
She’s ruining this. Damn her. I shove the nameless, faceless girl away, stroking my length. I wanted Jordanna to see someone else suck me off, but now I can’t stand the feeling of anyone else’s hands on me. Still, I use the girl as a prop. Gripping my shaft, I rub my hand up and down my length. “When I cum, I’m gonna practice my aim. I wanna see if you can catch it in your mouth. Kay?”
She nods, eyes hooded, her hands between her legs as she watches me jack off. I rub my hand over her head, and she leans into it as if I’m her lover. It’s really Jordy that I’m performing for. It’s her that’s got me this hard. This hot. Thisangry.
I’m fisting the girl’s hair. My eyes close, imaging that I’m punishing Jordy’s mouth. I imagine the scrape of her teeth as I push so far down her throat that she can’t breathe. I picture her choking on it, wanting to hurt her for being up here with Zathan, even though I gave him the nod to bring her.
I want to punish her for being so damn trusting that she listened and so interested that she followed. My eyes pop open, focusing on my ex again, and I know she can see my thoughts.Fuck you, Jordanna. Fuck you.She scrambles towards the door, having seen enough. I close my eyes, coating the girl’s face. I don’t know if she catches any of it, or if she spits or swallows, and I don’t give a shit. As soon as I’m done, I tuck myself into my pants, storming past Zathan, who stayed to watch the final moments of the show. He can use the girl with my cum dripping down her face to take care of the bulge in his pants. Because he won’t be fucking Jordanna tonight.
She’s moving fast and by the time I catch up with her, she’s almost to the path that leads back to the main side of campus.
“Jordanna. Wait.”
“Don’t touch me.”
She backs away, when I reach for her again. “I said don’t fucking touch me.”
“Not too long ago, you were begging me to touch you. All over, if I remember correctly.”
“That’s all you ever think about, isn’t it? Sex.”
“Sex is a perfectly natural act. I could’ve sworn I fucked that truth into you.”