Page 30 of The Brotherly Shove

He shakes his head violently, and I bite my lip to keep from giggling at the little snot bubble that just popped in his nostril. He's so fucking cute.

"I didn't mean it. I didn't mean any of it. I don't know why I let myself take my pain out on you but I will regret every moment of that stupid fight I picked for the rest of my life." He squeezes his eyes shut as his tears continue to fall. I cup his face in my hands and kiss one off of his cheek, brushing the rest away with my thumbs.

"I know you didn't mean it, but, god, baby. I didn't realize how badly I needed to hear you say it. You were hurting, sweet thing. You were hurting, and I forgive you because I understand now. Breaker, I meant it when I said I love you. You're my best friend, and I'm so in love with you that sometimes I feel likeI can't breathe. You consume me, my heart, my soul, my body. Promise me you'll stop hating yourself, please. Please Breaker, promise me that you'll try to get your shit together so that I can just keep on loving you, okay?" I lean down and seal my words with a kiss to his forehead, and then I pull him even closer to me and squeeze until I feel his breathing and his heartbeat start to regulate.

"I love you, too, Lennon," he finally whispers against my skin, and I breathe a sigh of relief. "I never thought I'd tell you that for the first time while naked and crying in a hotel bathroom, but it's true. I can't remember a time when I wasn't in love with you. I've just been such a mess. I can't believe you would still want me after all that."

"B, even at our lowest, I never, ever stopped wanting you. I don't think I'm physically capable of it."

I hold him even closer, my face buried in his wet hair, breathing in the scent of him. It still doesn't feel close enough. Even if I could crawl into his skin, fusing us together into one, it wouldn't be enough. I don't think anything would ever be close enough.

We stand there like that, holding each other close until the water runs cold. We dry off and head back to the bed. I check the time, and somehow it's already almost midnight. I lay back, ready to turn off the light and snuggle the hell out of a naked Breaker, but it seems like he has a different idea. He crawls into bed next to me and slips his hand under the blanket, tracing light lines with his fingertips up and down my thighs, inching his way closer and closer to my growing dick with every pass.

"Whatcha doin down there, B?" I ask as I cross my arms behind my head. He looks up at me, his eyes dark and glassy with lust.

"Just thinking about what you said in the shower. Something about you thinking about me on my knees for you," he pulls theblanket down ever so slightly as he speaks, his eyes narrowing in to where the head of my cock is now peeking out at him, glowing an angry shade of red and already leaking precum onto my stomach.

"Is that right?" I ask, my voice coming out all breathy and hot and heady sounding.

"Mhmm," he nods. "I happen to have thought about that a lot as well. Usually late at night when I'm stroking myself alone in my bed. I've always wondered what that pretty dick of yours would feel like hitting the back of my throat."

I groan when his hand glides further up my thigh and he starts to fondle my balls.

"Want to find out?" I ask, and he hops off the bed like an adorable naked bouncing ball. It takes me a second to realize what he's doing, but it all clicks into place when Breaker's knees hit the floor and he makes a 'come hither' motion with his finger. I scramble out of the blanket and scoot to the edge of the bed in front of him. I stand and run a hand through Breaker's still damp hair as he stares up at me, my cock mere centimeters from his mouth. I grip my shaft and glide the head of my dick across those perfect pink lips. He hums against it, teasing me mercilessly.

"Gonna open that sweet mouth for me, baby?" I ask him, and then hiss when his tongue peeks out and laps at my slit. He teases me with a few more flicks of his tongue, and then he opens wide, taking my cock deep into his mouth and hollowing out his cheeks as he sucks me off.

"Jesus fuck, Breaker. If you keep doing that there is no way I'm going to last. I'm gonna come in seconds," I moan as my head rolls back. I want so badly to look at him, but the sight of my cock in his mouth is sure to send me over the edge.

His mouth leaves my cock with a wet pop and I nearly cry at the loss of his warmth.

"Promises, promises," he grumbles before licking a long, hot stripe from my sac to my tip. I can't fight it anymore. I look down just in time to see Breaker's gorgeous eyes staring up at me as he swallows my cock, lightly fondling my balls with one hand and furiously stroking himself with the other. It's the sexiest thing I've ever seen in my life, and as hard as I try to fight it, I can't. I'm not even sure if a full minute has passed since he got on his knees, but I'm right there on the precipice. Time slows down, the air is thick as molasses and my orgasm starts to barrel through me, nearly knocking the wind out of my lungs in the process.

"Baby, oh fuck, baby, I'm gonna come. Breaker, Jesus!" I cry out as he swallows around me, pulling me impossibly further into his mouth. I stare down at him as he takes everything that I have to give him down his pretty throat, those delicate muscles working overtime as my cum starts dribbling out around his lips. I have a sudden urge to kiss it, maybe even lick it off of him.

My orgasm goes on and on as Breaker continues to work me with his mouth. My entire body is trembling and I can barely hold myself up. The pleasure coursing through me is so intense that it's almost painful, but I welcome it. I'll take the pain if it means I get Breaker like this.

When I can't take anymore I pull out of his mouth and when I do, I get a glorious full view of Breaker stroking his gorgeous cock fast and hard while he clings to my thigh with his free hand.

"Lennon," he gasps and shutters, his release hitting my shins and the hotel carpet.

Note to self—leave housekeeping a killer tip.

I stroke his hair as he works himself through his orgasm.

"That's it baby, come so pretty for me. You earned it my sweet, sweet thing. Keep going, Breaker. Let it all out for me."

He shivers at my praise, his hand slowing as his release subsides. When his head falls forward against my thigh, I scoop him up and lay him in the bed.

"Stay here," I tell him as I run to the bathroom for a warm washcloth. I give myself a quick once over before returning to him and cleaning him up. He's half asleep by the time I return to the bed, but when he feels me lay down next to him, he immediately snuggles in, cuddling against my chest.

"I love you, Lennon," he whispers sleepily.

"I love you, too, Breaker." I tell him, and then I close my eyes, allowing myself to fall asleep with the man I adore in my arms, right where he belongs.

CHAPTER 19

BREAKER

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