“Now I’ve tasted your cock,” Benji said before he let out a long sigh, “I don’t want anything else. We should probably discuss sexual health.”
Oh shit. “Yes, of course.”
I’d been so busy trying to deny this, I’d forgotten the most important part.
“I get tested regularly,” he went on to say as if he were discussing the weather. “Last test was two weeks ago. I got my results last week, and I’m all clear. I’d show you the results on my phone, but I don’t want to get up right now. And I’m on PrEP.”
I rubbed his back. “I was tested a few months back, but I’ve not been with anyone since. My results are on my phone.”
I grabbed my phone and found the email, showing him the results. I had nothing to hide.
He read it, then put my phone down with another contented sigh. “So you can fuck me raw if you want.”
Jesus H Christ.
He chuckled, because I’d clearly jolted or froze... or maybe he felt my pulse kick in my neck. “Do you want to do that, Nolan?”
Oh my freaking god.
Hell yes, I did. But I also hadn’t ever done that before and it was a little daunting, if I was being honest.
“I really need you to come inside me,” he whispered, then began to kiss and suckle on my neck, then he reached my ear. He sucked the earlobe in between his lips, then nuzzled his face into my neck again. “Please?”
I’d like to think I had a logical brain; reasonable, perhaps even above average cognitive reasoning skills, analytical, sensible...
Yeah.
Benji begging me in that soft, helpless tone, and I had no thoughts at all. I’d give him whatever he damn well wanted.
I pulled back, lifted his chin with my fingers, and crushed my mouth to his. He grunted, smiling into the kiss as he changed position, never breaking the kiss but moving to straddle me instead.
My arms went around him so easily. He was thin, with a slight frame. He weighed next to nothing, and he climbed me like a tree. I had to crane my neck up as he bared his kiss down on me, delving his tongue into my mouth.
He rocked his hips forward, and his sweatpants scarcely hid his erection. I wasn’t getting hard again any time soon, but I still wanted him. That burning desire to take him to bed and bury myself inside him never waned.
He smiled and broke the kiss, leaning his forehead to mine. His eyes were dark and full of spark, his lips curved up like the devil. “Fuck, you can kiss,” he murmured. “You taste so good, you smell divine, and your cock...”He groaned as he ground down on my sensitive dick, making me hold him still. “And your hands,” he purred. “You have big hands. Strong and in control. Fuck, Nolan. You can have me as many times as you want while I’m here. I’m all yours.”
His words burned behind my sternum, embers glowing white hot. He had no idea how much I...
“Hmm,” he hummed, smirking, his voice soft and rough. “You like that, don’t you? I can see it in your eyes. Which part, Nolan? That you can have me as often and however you want?” He paused, challenging, teasing. “Or that I’m all yours?”
Then he laughed and licked his lips, his gaze locked with mine. “Mmm,” he groaned out, kissing down my jaw so he could whisper in my ear. “That I’m all yours. That’s what you like. Your eyes don’t lie.”
I ran my hands up his back and pulled him down onto me, holding him tight and flexing my hips, desperate to feel more of him. “You have no idea how much I like it,” I breathed.
The little minx chuckled, kissing me softly. “Then take me to bed and show me.”
I groaned, my dick starting to show some interest.
“What about dinner?” I asked. Pretty sure he’d mentioned that before.
“Dinner can wait. I cannot.”
Then I remembered he’d asked me to come inside him... yeah, my dick was definitely into that idea. I recalled seeing his backpack full of condoms and lube, and there had been a box of PrEP.
“Are you sure?” I asked. “Do you want me to fuck you bare?”
He pulled back and for the first time there was a flash of insecurity in his eyes. “I don’t... I don’t do that with clients, just so you know. I have protected sex only. It’s too risky otherwise.” He shrugged. “But I trust you. I can trust you, right?”