Page 76 of Shame

I get up and go to the door, pulling it open, but stopping halfway. I bite on my bottom lip, wanting to enjoy this bit of time I have. I may as well make the best of it, right?

It’s only two. Visiting hours are over at eight. I have plenty of time to eat, find something to wear, and make it to the hospital. I grip the hem of the t-shirt and pull it over my head, tossing it to the floor. Then I pull the door the rest of the way open. God, I hope Kaison doesn’t have any visitors.

I walk into the main room. The living room is off to the left and the kitchen to the right. Just as I step out, looking bothways to see where he is, the bathroom door is pulled open, steam billowing out around him. He’s in nothing but a towel that’s wrapped tightly around his waist. My god, this man is drop dead sexy.

The tattoos. The damp hair. The water droplets dripping down his body. His abs and that sexy V thing. His arms and broad shoulders. Even with that bruising all around his shoulder, and the big white patch covering up his wound. He’s like a bear in human form, and my god, it is so hot.

He freezes when he spots me, eyes going wide. A grin splits his face.

“This is a nice surprise,” he rasps out.

“I agree. Though, I think it’s a little unfair.”

Kaison smirks, gripping the edge of the towel and slowly pulling it. It unwraps, then slips off him and drops to the ground. He’s already semi hard, and that really turns me on.

“Better?” he asks smugly.

“Much.”

He takes a step towards me. Then another. I do the same, and we meet in front of the couch, reaching for each other at the same time, our mouths meeting. His hands are on my ass and I’m leaping into his arms, wrapping my legs around him.

He spins us, then drops onto the couch, pulling me onto his lap so his erection slides along my center. Kaison groans against my mouth, rocking his hips against me until he’s lifting me and lowering me onto his cock. I whimper as he pushes inside me, forgetting how big he is and how this position isn’t somethingI’ve done in a very long time. I don’t remember ever liking it, but the way I’m pressed against Kaison, the way he’s pulling me up and down, the way he’s moaning beneath me and doing everything that shows me how much he likes it… I realize I love this position. It feels good, but more than that? I’m making him feel good, and that is what I really like.

“You feel so good,” he says, moving his mouth to my neck.

He slides his hands to my hips as he kisses along my chest, and I dig my nails into the back of his neck, careful for his shoulder, not wanting to irritate the wound, as I ride him.

“So do you.”

“I want this with you all the damn time,” he rasps out, nipping at my neck. “Just stay here. Don’t go.”

“Okay,” I find myself saying, which is crazy.

All of this has moved so fast. I mean, just yesterday I was saying I wasn’t going to date him at all. Now I’m saying I’ll move in with him?

Kaison flips us so I’m on my back and he’s above me, but he moves down my body, latching onto my clit and sucking. His fingers slip inside me, and he slowly fucks me while licking me, and I don’t last even a minute before I’m coming. It’s embarrassing. I’m still pulsing when he slides back inside me, slowly grinding into me, his hand on my hip holding me in place. He fucks me harder, faster, a little out of control.

“Fuck, you’re beautiful. So sexy. So fucking tight around my dick.”

He shifts, putting one foot on the floor, which helps him go even harder. I drag my hands up his stomach and over his chest, holding on to him as he fucks me.

“I’m going to come. Fuck, I’m coming.”

“Yes, yes, come for me,” I whine.

He slows, then stops, grunting out his release and pulsing inside me. It’s only when he rests his body on top of mine that I realize we didn’t use protection. And funnily enough, I’m not panicking about it.

“Have you thought about the home for your father?” Kaison asks on the way to the hospital.

“A little.”

“What are you hung up on?”

“Guilt, I think. I can’t seem to get past that part of it.”

“Even after what your father told you? The conversation you had?”

I sigh, looking out the window at all the trees going by.

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