Looking back, sneaking out of my apartment while Cedric was still asleep was a pretty cowardly thing to do. However, if I could turn back time and go back to that moment, I was sure I would do the same thing which didn't help me gain much clarity on the situation.
Thoughts of last night played on my mind for the whole day. I was still undecided if I regretted sleeping with him, but I did acknowledge that we crossed a line last night. One line which we couldn’t tiptoe back over.
Six o'clock eventually rolled around, and my phone started blowing up with messages from my friends.
Victor:
Saffron Cyprus Remington
Don’t tell me you forgot our plans
We’re all here at Lainey and Toby’s already
Lainey:
Saff, where are you?
I’ve got a strawberry daiquiri here with your name on it
Desmond:
I bet Saff’s still at work
Sophia:
Girl, you work yourself too much
Log off that fancy computer of yours and get your cute little butt down here
Come and have fun with us!
Lainey:
If you don’t come drink this strawberry daiquiri, then I will
Toby:
Saff, please come drink this strawberry daiquiri
Lainey’s had three already
One more, and she'll pass out before the end of the hour
Saffron:
Sorry guys
I lost track of time
I’ll be there in half an hour
Lainey:
A minute more, and I'm going to get out the Sambuca alarm
Toby:
Oh God!