Page 59 of Choose You

I let go of his hand and he shut the door behind us. We both stared at each other with a nervousness I don’t think either of us ever experienced with each other before.

“You sure you’re ready to do this? Because I can wait.” He took me into hisarms and hugged me close. I loved that he was always thinking about me and my needs, but I was more than ready for all of him.

I looked up into his gentle eyes and smiled. “I’m ready.”

He didn’t hesitate to kiss me and slowly walked me back toward the bed. He stopped just shy of the edge and slipped his hand beneath my shirt. I gasped at the feel of his strong hands against my bare skin. He’d touched me like that so many times before, but now it felt so much more intimate and intense. The anticipation of what we were about to do had every nerve ending in my body on high alert.

He lifted my shirt over my head and tossed it aside. His hand lightly ran up my side and rested just below my breast. “I want to see all of you. With nothing between us.”

I swallowed. Hard.

My nervous factor kicked into overdrive. We hadn’t actually taken our clothes off around each other. At least not much of it. But if I was ready to give him all of me, then I should also be ready to let him see all of me, too.

I reached behind my back and unhooked my bra. The straps fell off my shoulders, revealing my generous breasts. His eyes widened as he took them in. His hand slowly inched up until he cupped a breast completely.

“So fucking beautiful.” His eyes shifted back to mine. “Can I kiss them?”

I nodded, and he dropped his mouth to my hardening nipple so fast I didn’t have time to prepare myself for the onslaught of feelings that rushed through me. At first his lips were light against my skin but then he sucked me into his mouth making me moan. My thighs clenched together, and I felt my excitement as my panties dampened.

He lifted his head and the look on his face was one of complete awe. “I want to see the rest of you.”

He stepped back and took his own shirt off. He reached into his back pocket and pulled out a roll of condoms before he started undoing his jeans. I did the same and slid my pants down my legs, leaving me in nothing but my underwear.

He slipped his boxers off and stood before me completely naked. His erection stood hard and long against his stomach. I’d touched him plenty of times in the past, but I’d never actually seen it. Seeing him like this made my heart rate kick up and my breathing quicken.

He stepped closer to me and rested a hand on my lower back. “You okay?”

“Yeah.” I kissed his chest because I didn’t know what else to do. “I guess I’m just scared. I know it’ll hurt.”

He lifted my chin and kissed me lightly. “I hear there are things we can do to ease that pain. Make it so it doesn’t hurt as much. Do you trust me?”

“Completely.”

“Good. Now let me make you feel good.” He backed me up to the bed and slowly laid us both out across it. The feel of his skin against mine put me at ease, but only a little. “I’m going to touch you first, okay?”

I nodded and he leaned over me and took my breasts into his mouth again as his hand slowly moved down my stomach and between my legs. My knees fell open as his finger slid between my folds and gently teased my entrance. He only gave me a little pressure before he pulled back and swirled his finger around my clit.

“That feels good,” I sighed, my breathing increasing.

He hummed against my skin and rolled over until he was on top of me. He increased the pace at which he kissed and licked and sucked on my breasts as he slowly slid his finger inside me. He moved his finger in and out of me a few times before he started to nudge a second finger in too. I gasped as my body stretched when his second joined the first.

He froze and looked up at me with concern on his face. “Is this, okay?”

“Yes. A little tight, but it doesn’t hurt.”

He kissed me before he started moving his fingers again. “I just want to make you feel good, baby. Let me know if anything hurts or doesn’t feel good.”

“I will.” He peppered kisses down my chin, neck, chest and kept going until he reached my thighs. I lifted myself up on my elbows in surprise. “What are you doing?”

He looked up at me just as he got settled between my legs. “Just relax, baby. I think you’ll like this, and I really want to do it.”

He pressed his lips against my inner thigh mere inches away from my center. I gasped and fell back against the bed when his tongue swirled around my clit. “Oh, my God.”

“Good?” he asked, a hint of concern in his voice.

“Yes, very good.” He put his mouth on me again, this time licking from his fingers to my clit. He did it a few more times while pumping his fingers inside me. He’d made me come before with his fingers, but this was an entirely different experience. A much better experience.

The roughness of his tongue swirled around my clit again and then hesucked me into his mouth. My back arched and I cried out in pleasure as my body clenched around his fingers. It was intense and powerful and the best thing I’d ever felt in my entire life. When my body settled down, I glanced down at Matthew, and he was staring at me in awe.

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