Page 26 of The Club

“Pull out,” I tell him gruffly. I hum in satisfaction as his cock glides free over my hand, spilling some of his cum into my palm with the cloth of his g-string still pushed to the side. I don’t know why it’s so fucking hot, but it is.

He’s twitching, telling me that the contact with his overly sensitized cock is too much. That’s fine. He can deal with it.

When I go to release his hands, he doesn’t look at me. His cheek is pressed to the padded platform, his face turned away. I feel a strange urge to stroke his hair, but I resist it. I unbuckle the restraints and leave him there, going to retrieve my drink, facing away. I need a second before I look at him again.

I hear him get up. Still with my back to him, I pick up his drink and hold it out. He comes to take it.

“You could’ve gotten hurt that night,” I tell him. “Being high like that.”

“You got hurt last night.”

“Huh?”

“Your hand.”

I glance at my knuckles, split and swollen. “Hm.”

“Your second date?”

I look at him. He looks at me.

“Are you always so jealous?” I ask.

“Only when something matters to me.”

I frown. “And why should I matter to you?”

“I want you. I need you.”

I know he just means sex, but it pries into me anyway.

“Did you want to fuck her?” Rafael asks.

“Can’t let it go, can you?”

“No.”

“No, I didn’t want to fuck her.”

“And your second date wasn’t a date.”

Despite my post-sex chill, his comments piss me off. “What are you trying to prove, Rafael?”

“That you want me.”

“Are you that insecure?” I say it to be mean, but he answers honestly.

“Yes. I need you to want me.”

I sip my bourbon. “I think it’s obvious that I want you, so stop talking about it.”

“Okay,” he says, and a smile plays around his mouth. It’s a pleased smile, not a teasing one. Fuck, he’s beautiful.

I go to take another walk around the room. I’m still shocked by all his solo play. I’m not delusional. I know he’s fucked far more men than I have. I haven’t had his freedom. The only reason I know how to use half this shit is from porn.

But the solo play. That’s interesting.

I want to watch him. Sometime, I’ll require it. But not tonight. Tonight, I need to be inside him.

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