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Chapter 25

Savvy

36 Weeks

My eyes flutter open when I feel Sin pull me into his arms. I snuggle in, pushing my ass into his crotch. My breath hitches when I feel his bare dick and how hard it is against my ass. I grind my ass against it, hoping he will give in and give me what I have been begging for the last few days. He slowly moves his hand up my thigh, taunting me as he swirls his fingers around my clit. I have slept naked the last three nights trying to entice him, it finally worked! I buck my hips, as he swirls around my clit again, then moves down slowly diving a finger in and retracting it, repeating the movement over and over until I whimper, “Please, Sin.”

“Are you sure you are ready angel?” He asks as he kisses my shoulder and up my neck.

“I want you, please, I need you inside me again.” I beg.

He sits up pushing me onto my back with my legs wide and settles on his knees between them, “First I want to taste you, then I will fuck you until you are screaming my name, angel, you just had to ask.” Sin smirks as he lowers himself until his tongue is in my pussy. He spreads my legs wide as he licks and sucks my cunt, making my legs quiver.

“Oh, God, yes, fuck me Sin, please fuck me.” I beg for his cock,needing more. He pulls away from my pussy, wiping his mouth. He sits up on his knees. Placing his hands under my ass, pulling me down. He hooks his arms under my legs, lifting my ass up off the mattress. He looks into my eyes as he sinks his hard cock in me ever so slowly. I throw my head back and grab the sheets beneath me.

“Fuck, angel, you feel so good wrapped around my cock again!” Sin rasps as he slides in and out of me slowly, moving his hips in a circle as he pushes in.

“Fuck me, please, deeper, faster, Sin, yes, please!” I beg for him to fuck me deeper; I need him closer. Sin pulls out and lets my legs go.

“On your knees, angel.” He rasps, between heavy breaths. I do as I’m told, needing him inside me again. Sin has me sit upright and lean back on him. I sink down onto his dick slowly, loving the feel of him at this angle. He takes over, getting deeper and deeper. He reaches around and starts rubbing my clit. I can’t control my body as it convulses as he fucks me harder, and harder, kissing, then nipping my shoulder. I go higher and higher until the wave finally crashes over me. I let go as my body convulses against his.

“Fuck, angel, you are dripping for me.” He grunts as he continues to pump in and out of me slowly. He pulls out and helps me lay on my side with him still behind me, spooning me.

“Fuck my ass, Sin, I want you to make it yours again, please.” I pant, unable to catch my breath.

I hear the bedside drawer open and feel his hand spreading my cheeks apart. I feel cool liquid hit my ass and I can’t help but push back, wanting more. He puts a finger in my ass, then another, pumping as I grind shamelessly on his hand wanting all he can give me. He lays behind me, pulling his fingers out and replacing them with the tip of his cock. I push back wanting more, but he pulls back, teasing me. “Tell me how much you have missed my cock, angel,” He slowly puts the tip in again, then pulls back out.

“Please, Sin, I’ve missed you so much! God, please give it to me!”

He teases my ass relentlessly, finally allowing me to push back making him sink in. “Oh God! Oh God, fuck, yes.” I shout as he startsto move in and out, going deeper with every slow agonizing stroke. I feel my body tighten again. I let the orgasm take over once again as Sin pants and moans. He stills in my ass as it quivers around his cock, making him come.

“Fuck, Savvy, Angel,” he moans as he pumps slowly finishing his release.

My body clenches again, sending a jolt of pure extasy running through me when Sin pulls out. He holds me close and kisses my neck as I ride another wave.

“Yeah, it was that good, angel.” Sin chuckles as he kisses my temple as my body relaxes in his arms.

“Shower?” I ask, knowing he might have to carry me the way my legs are still shaking.

“You sure you’re okay, angel? I didn’t hurt you, did I?” Sin looks over me, then leans down and gives me the sweetest kiss.

“I’m fine, just going to need help getting in there, my legs are shaking so bad.” I chuckle, knowing I would fall on my face.

“Stay here, I’ll go get the water ready, and come back and get you.” Sin gets up quickly making his way to the bathroom as I sit up on the side of the bed and stretch. Sin comes back in, and I stand up, wobbling slightly. I take a step towards Sin when a gush of water runs down my legs, leaving a little puddle on the floor. My stomach tightens and I double over. Sin gets to me quickly, picking me up and trying to step around what just came out of me.

“Fuck, we need to get to the hospital now!” Sin shouts as his eyes go wide.

“Shower, then hospital!” I shout, not meaning to sound so mean.

Sin takes me into the shower and sets me on the bench, moving into action washing my hair and scrubbing my body with my purple loofah. I relax a bit until another contraction hits. I grab my stomach and try to breathe, but the pain is excruciating.

“Breathe, angel, it’s going to be okay, breathe through it.” Sin tries to help but his words only irritate me when I am trying to breathe! Jesus, this is only the beginning!

“I changed my mind, I want all the drugs, this hurts too much!” I shout as he picks me back up and takes me out of the shower. He sets me on the vanity bench and grabs towels, wrapping me up and drying my hair.

“Savvy, you can have whatever you want as soon as we get to the hospital. Stay here, and I’ll go grab your clothes and call Dr. Cowan and Rosie, she can call the Doula, right? Oh, and Cami! I’ll text Charlie!” Sin is scrambling, trying to figure out where to go and what to do next. I watch him scurry out of the bathroom as I try to breathe and wait for the next contraction to hit. Sin bursts back into the bathroom fully dressed carrying my overnight bag, the baby’s diaper bag, and clothes that I am hoping are for me. I laugh at how cute he is all worried and not knowing what to do. He drops everything as Cami runs in squealing, “It’s time, its time, are you okay? I can’t believe it’s finally time!” She grabs my clothes from Sin and helps me get dressed through another contraction.

“Fuck, how the hell did you do this without drugs?” I yell as she slips my flats on my feet, and I try not to kick her in the face.

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