Man, Piston is going to kill me….
“One hundred and twenty. Are you fucking kidding me, Perrie? You could have killed yourself!” Piston shouts as the officer kindly climbs out of my Mustang after pulling up next to the club truck.
I give the officer another sheepish smile, and he chuckles, handing me my keys and muttering, "Good luck,” already knowing how Piston is.
It turns out they went to school together—who knew?
“Piston,” Natalie tries, but he holds his hand up to her, making her scowl and narrow her dark blue eyes at him.
He sighs. “She could have killed herself, Nat.”
My eyes tear, and I admit, “Acid and I had sex on the counter at the diner.” They both look at me with shock, and I whisper, “Once finished, he regretted it instantly and left me, legs open, panties on the floor, with a disgusted look. I-I needed to breathe….”
Piston's jaw tenses before he walks over to me and takes me into his arms. I let out a sob, gripping his cut, and he holds me tight. I hear Natalie’s footsteps before I feel her lips on the side of my head, and I squeeze my eyes tight, wishing things were different.
I groan in pain as Franky parts my legs and thrusts inside me. Sharp, shooting pain hits, and I scream out again, Austin once again covering my mouth.
I can’t breathe; I feel like I’m dying….
Back in the gym, the next day, I hit the bag hard with my fist, the memories consuming me.
After Piston ensured I had all charges dropped, Nat and I went to her little house, which Piston has no idea exists, where Aurora, our friend, was waiting for us with pizza and ice cream. We spent the night doing each other’s nails, staying away from the conversation of Acid and what happened. Instead, we spoke about Nat’s job interview next week and Aurora’s school quarterback, who she has a crush on.
She’s only seventeen but is wise beyond her years, but she’s also sweet as everything, which is why, when she told me Acid loved me, Natalie gave me a sad smile; it’s something she brings up every time we meet.
Aurora’s innocent and sees the world through rose-tinted glasses, believing in love….
Her dad is friends with Steal; that is how we all met. Natalie has been out of college for two years, and finally, Meadow Elementary is hiring, and I know she’ll get the teaching job.
They both believe I graduated; everyone does, but I’m still not sure what I want to do with my life. Having a business degree was to help dad, but he’s gone, and I just don’t know if I can run the gym without him.
My walls flutter around Ollie’s member, and I gasp in surprise against his mouth, making him groan as he thrusts harder, his right hand gripping my hair, sending tingles down my body.
The way he dominates me yet makes me feel whole, it’s amazing….
I hit the bag with quick jabs, left, right, left, right, tears stinging my eyes.
He felt so right until he didn’t…until he realized how dirty I am….
“Fuck, you have to feel how tight she is, brother; her blood coating your cock is an amazing feeling,” Franky grunts.
I sob, hitting the bag harder, my knuckles stinging, proof I’ve cut them, but I ignore the sensation and move quicker and quicker, until I hit the bag at a wrong angle, and my wrist twists funny.
I cry out and drop to the ring floor, ignoring the sweat dripping off my body. I sob, my body shaking violently.
Why did I have to love him?
Why did they have to taint me?
Why can’t I be enough?
9
Acid
I rev my bike and maneuver it in front of the club van, Adam driving while Killian sits beside him.
Steal takes the passenger side, Cannon take’s the driver’s side, while Piston rides behind as we guide the prospects off the exit, heading to Wincher to meet with the Rebels.