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Then, just like that, my mind takes a detour, and I realize my pregnancy hormones are heating up more than just my cheeks. I shake off the thought, trying to focus as his next message lights up my phone.

Owen:

What song do you dance to most in your living room?

Me:

I Wanna Dance with Somebody by Whitney Houston, obviously.

Owen:

Ahhhh so there’s the “basic” side you’ve been hiding.

Me:

I am NOT basic! It’s a classic. You’re losing major brownie points for that one, Owen.

I grin at the screen, feeling a little silly over how easily this conversation is flowing. It’s strange—comforting, even. With each message, there’s a warmth spreading through me, something that feels almost... normal. As if, just for a moment, I can let my guard down.

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I WANNA KNOW - JOE

OWEN - MAY 25, 2013

Talking to Callie has quickly become the highlight of my day. Every text, every moment we talk feels like peeling back another layer, and it’s been a long time since I felt this kind of excitement. Our conversation flows so effortlessly, like catching up with an old friend who gets my weird sense of humor and makes me laugh until my sides hurt. Tonight, I’m sprawled out on the couch, phone in hand, the TV playing reruns ofThe Big Bang Theorythat I’m not even paying attention to. My focus is on Callie.

Me:

So, what’s your go-to comfort food?

The question hangs in the air as I wait, my heart inexplicably pounding. It’s ridiculous, really. She’s just a woman I met online, but there's this pull, something that makes me want to keep this conversation going forever.

Callie:

That’s easy! Mac and cheese. It’s the ultimate comfort food. Pineapple on pizza: yes or no?

I chuckle, shaking my head. She’s throwing some curveballs. Good.

Me:

Absolutely yes.

Callie:

That’s so fucking disgusting.

Me:

Well, we’ll just have to agree to disagree on that one until you admit you’re wrong.

Callie:

Don’t hold your breath.

I laugh out loud, feeling all the tension in my body fade away. It’s so easy with her. She’s playful and sarcastic, and I can’t help but want to know everything about her. The conversation flows effortlessly, with no awkward pauses, no struggling for the next thing to say.

Me:

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