Even though I doubt my ability to come a third time, I borrow his confidence as my own and nod my agreement.
“That’s it,minou. Take all of me.” He holds the back of my neck and arches it as he pushes his cock past my lips. Then, he presses my shoulders into the bed, causing my boobs to push up to him. “You’re fucking perfect. Look at you, taking my cock so well.” He tweaks my nipples, caresses my hips and pushes my thighs open for him. “Visions of you like this are going to fill my mind forever.”
He slides two fingers in my pussy, and I hum my approval.
“Yes, Pepper. That’s it.”
I watch his ab and arm muscles above me flex as he moves, and I reach my hands up to run over his firm torso.
He vibrates his thumb over my clit, and I come undone again. He thrusts into my mouth and I arch my back, groaning around his cock.
When my release wanes, he pulls his cock out of my mouth and fists it. “I’m going to come.” He jerks himself off above me, ropes of cum painting my chest and stomach.
I’ve never felt prettier wearing nothing but Matt’s cum. I feel high from three orgasms. That’s never happened to me before.
“You’re amazing,” he whispers as he lays a trail of kisses with his mouth against my collar bone. “I thought you might use your safe word.”
“Why?” I pant, my body feeling spent.
“I’m guessing that was a lot of newness for you. If it wasn’t your thing, I’d understand. Thanks for being open and trusting me. Stay here, princess. The other cup is fullof water for you. Drink, and I’ll be right back,” he murmurs, then disappears.
I hurry into the bathroom even though my legs feel like jelly. I want a pad on before I go to sleep.
Princess.
Him calling me that is on constant replay in my mind. He remembers I said every little girl should feel like that, and I tear up thinking about the little girl in me who always wanted to feel that way.
My childhood may have been tough, but I still dreamt about a better life. I’m a romantic. My daydreams were filled with a valiant knight who would rescue me. He’d take me away from my family to a safe, happy place where we’d live happily ever after with kids and a dog. Someday, I’m going to find my forever: the person I can love and who will love me back.
Being cynical and mean like my parents isn’t an option. I don’t want to be anything like them. I choose to hope for something better, even if that makes me naive. I’d rather be stubbornly hopeful than jaded and hateful.
That may sound ungrateful. Not everyone has a family, but my parents and sister are a piece of work.
Even with my past, I’ve never closed myself off to love. Maybe because of my past, I’ve always been in search of love. Yes, that meant giving my heart and body to a few guys who didn’t deserve it. But I put myself out there, hoping my love would be reciprocated. Someday, it will be.
“Pepper, what’s wrong?” Matt’s voice breaks through my trip down memory lane.
Tears are streaming down my face, and his hand cupsmy cheek. “Shit. I’m sorry. Did you think I left you? I put a blanket in the dryer so it’s toasty for you. Here’s a warm towel to clean you off.”
I choke out a laugh and crack a joke as part of my defense mechanism. “Gee, why did you think I’d be cold?”
“Just a hunch,” he winks and wraps the blanket around my legs. Then, he tenderly wipes his cum from my torso and kisses my lips gently. “You’re amazing,minou. Thanks for exploring that kink with me.”
“Yeah, it was fun. Sorry I got emotional about it.”
He tosses me the shirt I was wearing.
“Want to talk about why you were crying? Was there something you didn’t like about it?”
“I loved it, but you calling me a princess made me feel…things,” I admit.
“You are one, you know.” He climbs into bed, reclining on his elbow to face me.
“My parents never treated me like one. They didn’t want me. They didn’t want my sister either. When I came along by accident six years after my sister was born, they were livid. I think the only reason they kept me was they didn’t have money to get rid of me.”
“Pepper, I didn’t mean to bring up bad memories for you.” He leans close and threads his fingers through my hair.
“You didn’t. You helped me make new memories tonight. Thank you.”