I can’t wait to spend our night together.

Chapter Seven

Jessie

I’m a little nervous.

Sitting on our marriage bed, I can only sit there and try to decide how this is going to go. I don’t know what is going to come from it, worried that maybe this will end up being something even more scary. I can’t say that it worries me. I just want to be close to him, but I don’t know about sex.

I haven’t done it before.

Besides the fact, I saw Hayden today and the look on his face broke my heart. I couldn’t apologize to him, that much I did know but I also knew that I had to do everything for myself. If I ended up going that way, I knew it would have been something more dangerous.

The bathroom doors open, and my eyes widen with surprise when I see Ruka standing there, just a towel wrapped around his waist. I haven’t seen his body like that yet and it makes my heart almost skip a beat, wanting to be much closer to him. The water drips down his rock-hard abs, showing off his taut muscles and holding absolutely nothing back.

Oh wow, what is going to happen here.

I don’t even know at this point.

“Why are you naked?” I asked him nervously, feeling a little weird about the entire thing, “I thought…”

His lips curve into a small smile when he looks at me, “I mean, how else are we going to finish our mating process? We have to get naked.”

He moves closer and it worries me that the towel is going to get up dropping if I’m completely honest. I have no clue what’s going to come from that because it’s like nothing else that I could do. I know he is big, I have felt and seen it, but it’s more intimidating when there’s only a little bit of fabric separating us. I’m just in my nightgown and the minute that he is ready to, he might end up tearing it to shreds and having his way with me.

“I want to do this the right way.” I murmur softly, trying to figure out what’s going to come from it, “I want to… Not hurt.”

He pressed me down into the bed, making my breath hitch because I didn’t know what I was going to do here. It’s like nothing I have felt before and I’m trying to figure out how I’m going to end up with THAT inside of me. His towel dropped, revealing his massive length.

Oh my god, what the hell is that?

His lips meet mine in a tender, soft kiss that makes my heart almost skip a beat. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I kiss him back, letting our tongues dance together in perfect unison. It’s like nothing else that I could want again, feeling the intense need to be much closer to him but I have no idea how I’m going to do it.

I feel his length sliding against my thighs, making my heart almost skip a beat because I have never felt something that big between my legs before. I want to be much closer to him, seeing how he is moving my nightgown up my hips, helping me get itoff. He tosses it aside, his eyes landing on my pert nipples, but he isn’t doing too much about it yet.

Reaching between my legs, he easily tears off my panties, not even trying to push them off the right way. It’s like he is trying to drive me wild if I’m being completely honest, unsure of what is going to end up coming from it but it’s a little scary. Licking my bottom lip, I see how his hands are on my thighs.

“What are you going to do to me?” I whisper in a husky tone, my heart feeling like it is going to burst out of my chest, “Are you…”

What is about to happen now, I have no idea what I’m going to do. His fingers slip into my most sensitive regions, my eyes widening with surprise because I have never felt anything like this before in my entire life. The feel of his fingers brushing against me, teasing me, it is enough to make me feel like I’m about to go wild.

I ache to have every part of him closer to me, seeing how he is teasing me and making sure that I’m one hundred percent okay with what will end up coming from it. I mean honestly, it’s like nothing I have ever processed before, and it makes me wonder if he is going to end up pressing inside of me and driving me crazier.

I’d love every part of it.

I need to just be a part of his life and I want him inside of me. I want to create a life with him, and I want to see what’ll end up coming from it. Oh shit, what is he going to do to me?

“I want to be inside of you.” He growls, the beast coming through in his voice, “I want to make you mine.”

The feel of his body against mine is enough to make me crazy and he presses his fingers deep within me, making me gasp at the sudden feel of it. He’s holding absolutely nothing back, pounding his fingers inside of me and driving me wild at thesame time. It’s everything it takes inside of me to not go insanely wild, the craving within me to have him completely.

I don’t know what he is doing to me, leaning down and sucking on my nipple, sending an electric wave through me that is enough to make me desperate with pleasure. I don’t think I have ever felt this way before in my entire life, the need to be close to him is almost unbearable and makes me crave so much more. I love the feel of his body against mine, the intense touch that makes me feel the desperation.

Oh shit, I just need him.

“I want you inside of me.” I finally confess, my heart pounding in my chest right here and now as I’m going to do whatever I can, “I need you…”

I don’t know what is happening right here, but I need all of it. I need every part of him. If anything else comes from it, I think I would be okay, but I guess it’s okay. He quickly removes his fingers from inside of me, guiding himself right to my entrance. Just the sight of his massive length is enough to make me a little crazy as I’m aching for so much more. I don’t know what is going to happen here, but I know what I need from him.