“I don’t want you to coddle me, I want it rough,” I said, pulling onto his heavenly blond hair to get his full attention. I wanted him to know I meant it. “Do it like you would with anyone else.”

“You want me to fuck you like an anonymous hookup? Fuck you mercilessly?”

My breath hitched, cock twitching, because it was exactly what I wanted, even as I also wanted something else. Something slightly different.

I nodded.

Andy started prepping me with his fingers, going slow, whispering dirty praise against my mouth, telling me I was doing so good, but it was not enough.

My chest felt tight with flutters, and as his fingers pressed against what could only be my prostate, tiny sparks of ecstasy reaching my toes, I neededmore.

“I’m ready,” I said, breathing ragged. “Just do it.”

Andy turned me around, and once he had his condom on and got coated with lube, he started pressing into me, the feeling of his crown making it feel impossible to fit and yet so fuckingright.

He went slow, one of his hands taking care of my cock as he kept pushing in further. I couldn’t decide whether I was overwhelmed by how big he felt or whether I was turned on beyond imagination and ready to come at the slightest provocation, letting out a mixture of moans and groans as I tried to press harder against him.

Andy chuckled in my ear, sounding a little bit hoarse, and we both groaned once he bottomed out, his hips flush against my ass, and fuck if I didn’t feel so mercilessly full.

Just the feeling of him filling me up was enough to have me trembling.

“Ready for me to start, baby?” Andy asked with a rough voice.

My heart jumped, liking the endearment almost too much.“Do it.”

And he did. He started thrusting and every push was difficult and yet so unspeakablygood, I kept moaning, whining, for him to do more of it.

“You love it, don't you? You like being a slut for my cock, letting me use you like my toy? Formypleasure?”

I couldn’t deal with how warm all over his words were making me feel, I couldn't take it. It felt toogood. “I don’t need you to be sonice, fuck me like a hookup.” I let out a ragged breath before I added, “I’m sure Vincent would be a lot rougher than this.”

Suddenly, I was pushed forward, head pressed against the pillow, at the same time as Andy took hold of my hair, tugging it threateningly. “What did you just say?”

“I said–”

“No, don't you fucking mention him again,” he said, voice vicious, pulling on my hair harder. “You want it hard, sweetheart? Then you’ll get it hard.”

And I did. He started fucking me in earnest, going in and out of me faster, rougher, almost pulling out completely before slamming back in, forcing moans out of me, hitting meright there,and it was just so fuckinggood, I was so close.

“Andy–”

“He's out of bounds for you, you hear me? Mention him again and I won't let you come for a week,” he said, going harder, cradling my neck like a collar.

“Andy,please–” I moaned, lost to pleasure.

“What, sweetheart?”

“I’m soclose,” I said, voice shattering like all of the walls around my heart were starting to crumble.

I wanted more of it. More ofhim.

A wave of vulnerability seemed to come over me, and it was like I couldn’t take this any longer. I wanted himcloser.

Suddenly, as if he’d read my mind, he pulled out and turned me around, my back hitting the mattress as Andy lifted my knees so my legs wrapped around his waist and we were finally chest to chest, exactly what I’d secretly wanted. He slammed back in like he meant it, starting back an unrelenting pace as I took hold of his shoulders, because I couldn't not. There was this overwhelming feeling in my chest, and I needed him close, needed to eliminate every inch of space between us, and I held on tightly to him as we breathed each other’s hair and Andy fucked me like there was no tomorrow.

He took hold of my cock, and I couldn’t hold it any longer.

“Andy,fuck–”