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I forced myself to look at him, even though it was going to make me lose control. He set the camera down on the short table nearby, pointing it toward us. His free hand skated upward, tracing over my nipple before coming up further to my mouth.

His thumb slid over my lower lip and I leaned upward, taking it between my lips and sucking.

He groaned, squeezing tighter around my cock. “You are fucking amazing, Adam.”

My fuckingnameon his lips.

It was like he was controlling me completely, in the best way possible. He quickened his pace and I knew I was losing control. I bit down gently on his thumb as I let go, sensation pooling low in my cock.

I came for him, fast and hard, warmth flooding my body as I shot all the way up to my collarbone.

He let his thumb slide out across my lower lip again, and then let go of me, reaching over to turn off the camera.

And then he leaned in, pressing a slow, sweet kiss to my lips.

I moaned involuntarily. I felt like I was melting into a cloud.

He waskissingme, even after I’d already come, and the video was over.

“Well, that was fucking hot,” Chase said as he leaned up an inch, hovering above my lips for a moment.

I wanted to lean up and capture his mouth in mine again, to pull him in close and squeeze his whole body against mine. He had just fulfilled a dozen desires of mine in about twenty minutes flat, and he’d been single-handedly making my fantasies come true since the moment I met him.

I really did have a crush on him. The blue of his eyes was even more luminous when he was this close to my face, the sunlight from the window shining on him.

You can’t fall for someone who doesn’t want to fall for anyone.

The warning slid through my mind and then evaporated. And then, all at once, the gaze that Chase had been holding—thelongingthat I swore I saw in his eyes, too, all snapped away in an instant.

He blinked. Then leaned back, stood up, and walked away.

I was naked, covered in my own mess, and exhausted as Chase hopped up and crossed over to my bathroom. He came back with tissues and wiped me clean like I was some sort of paid actor and he was here to take care of me.

It still felt good.

Really good, even if I would have preferred tackling him onto the floor and making out with him for an hour, getting to enjoy the first guy who had ever been physical with me.

But I knew I shouldn’t focus on that. My crush would go away eventually. And even now, Chase was practically doting onme, even though I was just some random guy who had uploaded videos he liked. If someone had told me that one of my followers would end up in my room, jerkingmeoff, I would have rolled my eyes so hard it would hurt. Those kinds of wild, cool things didn’t happen to me.

Until he came into my life, at least.

I was beyond lucky, and I knew I should be happy with what I had. Having Chase become part of my life at all was like winning the lottery, even if it was bound to be casual and brief.

After I was clean, Chase leaned back, and as he moved I felt his cock drag against my thigh, through the fabric of his jeans.

Whoa.

He was hard. Undeniably very,veryhard, just like I had been a minute ago.

And in an instant, I was like a drooling dog again, wanting to beg him to be closer to me again.

“I want to get you off,” I said, wishing I didn’t sound desperate. “Can I get you off?”

He shrugged. “You’re the star here, not me.”

“Chase,” I said, “I’ve cometwicenow in front of you. I have to give you something, too.”

“You don’t have to.”

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