Kimberly must feel that I'm holding back because she smiles up at me with a wicked glint in her eye. Grabbing my cock, she licks me like a popsicle. It's going to be hard not to come down her pretty little throat. She continues to play me like a fiddle, my fingers digging into the plastic. When she comes off my cock, there's no way I could predict what comes out of her mouth next.
"Silas, I want you to fuck my mouth." I take a minute to process what she says and shit I would love for her to sit there while I fuck her mouth. Releasing her hair, I take my thumb and gently caress her cheek. "Are you sure, little doe? It'll be rough."
"Yes. Fuck my mouth, please. I want to taste you."
How could I deny such a beautiful request? Nodding, I grab her head once more, wrapping her hair around my hand a few times, making sure it's not only tight, but that she can only move where I direct her. Pushing her back down onto my cock, I thrust up into her hot, wet mouth. "Fuck Kimberly. This feels so good."
Only forcing her down on my cock for a second, I let her back up. She takes in a deep breath and then relaxes her throat as she lays her tongue out for me to rub against. Fucking her mouth feels amazing. When I look back down at her, I see Kimberly has her hand down the pants of her scrubs, and it looks as if she's rubbing herself.
"Does me fucking your precious little mouth make you wet little doe?"
She just looks at me with her big beautiful brown eyes, pleading with me not to stop, to take my pleasure from her as she services herself. This is one of the hottest things I've ever done. Shit, sex has never been like this before, hot, sexy, but still full of emotion. I actually think because we're both so charged with emotion and obsession for each other that it helps to make each encounter better than the one before.
"Shit, Kimberly. You look so fucking sexy right now. It makes me so hard just looking down at you with your mouth full of my cock."
She groans against my cock as she comes on her fingers. Meanwhile I'm about to come in her mouth.
My body tenses as my balls draw up into me and shit, I'm coming down her beautiful throat. She takes down everything I give her, which feels like a ton. Once I'm finally finished, I pull out of her mouth. Lifting her hand, she maintains her eye contact and starts licking every finger. "Little Doe, you're playing with fire."
She just giggles and stands up as she straightens her scrubs. Tucking my cock back in my pants, I watch the siren move back around my desk to the takeout containers. "I brought you lunch because I figured you haven't been eating properly and I wanted to see you."
"Thank you," I say as I grab the food from her. "This was the best lunch I've ever had. And you're right, the only time I've been eating is when Luna brings me something."
Nodding, she dives into her food. We both talk about how our days are going and I realize how easy everything is with Kimberly. I know she's the woman for me. I'm ready to say I love you. But first we need to tell Smith.
"Kimberly, I think we should tell my son about us."
"Yes. It's probably best if he finds out from us too and not from someone else."
Taking another bite, I nod my head. "Why don't you come over this weekend for dinner and we can tell him together, then?"
"Okay," she whispers, but I can see the tension in her eyes, the stiffness in her body. She's worried. I'll just have to make sure she learns she has no reason to be worried about anything. I'm not going anywhere.
Chapter 13
Kimberly
I'm not sure I've ever been so nervous. The idea of coming face to face with Smith again makes me want to vomit. But I know that if I want to have a real chance with Silas, this is something that I'm going to have to do.
Rubbing my sweaty hands down the front of my dress, I take a deep breath. Opening the door to my car, I try giving myself a pep talk. You've got this. Silas won't let him yell at you. A small voice in the back of my head disputes it. He'll take Smith's side if it comes to it.
My insecurities are trying to get the better of me. Pushing them aside, I straighten my back and march toward the front door of Silas' house, like a woman on a mission. You're in love with him, it's time to show him what he means to you. The first step is to enter the house and face down Smith. Knocking on the door, an older woman, who I've never seen before and possibly in her sixties opens it. "Come in, ma'am. Mr. Cabot will be down soon."
"Thank you."
She says nothing else but motions her head for me to follow. She leads me into a living room. Looking around, I take it all in. Nothing's really changed since I was here last. A few more pictures of Smith and Silas decorate the shelves lining the walls. One in particular brings a smile to my face. It's a candid shot of them, looks as if Smith just got drafted for hockey. Silas looks really proud of his son and I'm not sure I've even seen Smith smile so big.
Footsteps coming down the hall interrupt me from exploring more of the room. Turning toward the threshold, my heart flutters when I see Silas. We haven't been able to see each other as much as we would like since we got together. My eyes rake down his body and he has perfectly tailored black slacks sculpted to his muscular legs. Tonight, he is more relaxed in a black polo shirt that clings to his chest, showing off his biceps.
"Are you done eye fucking me?" His deep, timbered voice brings my eyes back to his handsome face, where he's giving me a wicked, sexy smirk. "Well?"
Shrugging my shoulders, I don't apologize. Grinning back at him, I make a show of raking him up and down once again. "I can't help it. You look sexy as fuck."
Silas walks toward me shortening the distance between us. Gripping his hand around my neck, he pulls me in and rubs his lips against mine. "You need to watch that mouth, little doe."
I can't seem to stop myself from teasing him back. "What are you going to do, old man?"
Squeezing my neck, he gives me a warning before he crashes his mouth to mine and everything around us fades. As soft lips kiss against mine, I can't help but think, I could do this forever.