Page 99 of Still Love You

Silas sits down on my makeshift bed, holding two grocery sacks. "This is way better than last time."

"You didn't like last time?"

He drops the grocery sacks and lies over me. "I loved last time. I just worried about you not being comfortable."

"I wasn't at first, but then I forgot all about it." I lift his shirt up. For some reason he put it on again. I changed into shorts and the sleeveless plaid shirt he thinks makes me look like a cowgirl.

He yanks his shirt off and my hands immediately go to his chest. I love touching him, knowing he's all mine.

He kisses me, pulling my lower lip between his and gently tugging, then releasing it and slipping his tongue in my mouth. He undoes the top button of my shirt, then the next one. His lips move to my now exposed chest as he finishes undoing the last few buttons. His warm hand slides under the fabric and he grips my waist as his mouth lowers to my stomach, his tongue swirling around my navel ring, igniting a swell of sensations just below it.

I grip his hair, arching up.

"You like that?" he asks.

"Yes." I breathe out the word.

His mouth returns to mine as he unbuttons my shorts. I feel his lips smile against mine as his hand slides under my panties. "You're ready to go again."

"It's your fault."

He laughs a little. "You said you were starving. Maybe we should eat first."

"I'd rather have you first."

"I was hoping you'd say that." He quickly undoes his jeans while I rip off my shirt and bra. We just did this at my house and yet here we are, in a frantic rush to get naked so we can do it again.

The sex is fast. Hard and fast and...

"Oh, God, yes!" I yell as the pleasure explodes through every inch of my body. Silas is gripping my hips, pounding into me and then I hear his sexy groan as he gets his release.

His hips still and he kisses my neck, then my mouth. He breathes heavy over my lips. "I love you."

"I love you too." I kiss him, then rest my head back on the pillow, feeling lost in a blissful state of happiness. I wish I could just stay here forever. Here with Silas. Under the stars. Happy.

Why did I ever let him go? Why did I think I could live without him? I made a plan for my life, and it sounds good on paper, but truthfully, this is the life I want. 

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