Page 20 of Rider

The smile spread across his already gorgeous face and I rubbed my foot against his length. I don’t know what came over me. I knew today’s events should have had a draining effect on me, but laying here on the couch with him, our being alone, it just did something to me. He always turned me on. Right now, just sitting here relaxing together, he looked so sexy. He was wearing a ball cap turned backward and some gym shorts and while his usual dark jeans and tight t-shirts always turned me on, this look was my favorite.

When I looked at him rubbing my feet, I could see his dark eyes filled with lust shining back at me. It was so hot. It was an inferno. My skin felt hot as if I was burning up. I leaned up on the couch as he leaned into me. Our mouths crashed into each other and his tongue devoured my mouth. I put my fingers into his hair and fisted what I could. He moaned into me and it spread throughout my body as if giving me life. I twisted my legs on the couch until I was straddling him. As our mouths continued, fused together, I rubbed my sex against his hard shaft. His gym shorts were thin, and his underwear felt nonexistent between us. I could feel my panties getting soaked but I didn’t care. I was too busy chasing the orgasm he was about to give me.

The seal of our joined lips broke apart and we gasped for air. I turned my head, still grinding my sex against him with each hit of his hard dick against me I was getting closer and closer to climax. Rider’s teeth latched onto my earlobe and as he gently bit my ear.

“I need more Rider. Give me more.” I begged him.

In one quick movement Rider lifted me off of his lap and had me stand before him. He pulled my pajama pants and panties down in one fast tug. He lifted his ass off the couch just enough to pull his shorts off and then pulled me back down on him. I was straddling him on the couch and his bare tip was now buried in my folds. It was pure ecstasy. This was playing with fire, though. We’d had a conversation a few days ago about how I wasn’t on birth control because I hadn’t had the need until him. But I told him about how it made me feel and how it negatively affected my body and we agreed to use condoms.

At this moment though, we weren’t thinking or being sensible, we were lost in the sensation. I sunk on his lap further pushing him inside me. He hissed in pleasure as he entered me and I threw my head back lost in all the pleasure. I could feel my hair tickling my butt from how far I was bending backward. One of his large hands came up and palmed my breast. He slowly twisted the nipple, and when I moaned he leaned forward and sucked it into his mouth.

His hands were on my hips, helping keep the pace as I rode him. Sweat began to coat our bodies and the noises we made were animalistic, erotic. As I rode him and continued to feel him deep inside me, he reached around and pressed a finger to my puckered hole. I flinched at the foreign touch and tightened against him.

“Relax, baby. Have you ever let anyone inside that tight hole of yours?”

I shook my head, feeling somewhat embarrassed about it. It seemed so foreign and racy to me that I had never let anyone breach me there. If my face hadn’t already been flushed, it certainly would have been now.

“I want that ass of yours, baby. I promise it’ll feel so good. I’ll make you come like you never have before. Just trust me.”

I smiled at that. Rider was always sure of himself and I had no doubt he would make good on that promise. I slowly nodded my head in agreement but then added. “Go slow.”

His devilish smile squashed my doubts and despite being nervous, I breathed a laugh. He leaned forward and kissed me and it instantly brought the heat back between us. As I rode him, I continued to get higher and higher. His hand reached around and this time when his finger pressed against me I didn’t flinch, I tried to relax into it. I felt his thick finger enter me and while it felt foreign at first, I got used to the invasion.

Rider began moving his finger in conjunction with the thrust of my hips and the pleasure intensified. My legs began to shake uncontrollably and I could feel my walls trembling. Before I knew it was coming so hard my vision went black and I felt lightheaded. He removed his finger and pushed my hips down and I felt the heat from his orgasm inside me. I was completely spent and leaned forward to rest my head on his chest. That was the best sex I’d ever had. I wanted more, but right now I needed to close my eyes. I did, and the next moment when I opened my eyes Rider was placing me on the bed. My last conscious thought was of him putting the blanket up over my bare legs.

I jerked awake the next morning with the thought of Grayson at the house. Rider wasn’t in bed beside me and I looked over at the clock. It was nine in the morning, I had slept in, but I knew Colton had to be awake by now. I sprang up out of the bed and quickly got dressed. When I went out into the living room Rider was down on the ground playing a memory match game with Colton. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw them together. While Colton was a little young for the game, he loved the pictures and playing with the cards. I loved seeing them together. Each time I saw Rider taking an interest in him and interacting with him, it made my heart burst with so much emotion I wasn’t sure I even knew how to process it.

I hadn’t admitted anything to Rider, but I was falling in love with him. We had only known each other for around two months but I knew it was happening. I’m sure people would tell me I was being naïve, or that I was rushing into things, but it didn’t feel that way. It felt real, more real than anything I had ever felt before for another man. While I never said the words out loud, I could feel them in my heart. Rider hadn’t said them to me either, but I think he felt them, too.

My movement caught Rider’s eye and he gave me a slow smile as I stepped further into the room. “Mama!” screamed Colton and he bolted off the floor to hug me. I bent down and scooped him up in a hug. Mornings of sleeping in were few and far between around here and I couldn’t even remember the last time I got to sleep past eight. Even though we had stayed up late into the night doing nefarious things, I felt refreshed and some of the stress from yesterday had melted away. With that thought, I looked to the door wondering if the guys were still watching the house.

Rider got up off the floor and reached out to give me a hug and a good morning kiss. He nodded toward the front door and whispered to me, “Detroit, the prospect, is out there. Two of the guys took shifts last night watching the house and to watch you know who.” He looked down at Colton, conveying to me that he didn’t want to use the name. I got it though, and it made me feel better knowing that there were extra eyes on the house.

While I wanted to ask him what was going on with everything, I knew that I couldn’t do it with Colton in the room. We had agreed that we would never speak Grayson’s name in front of him and that we would keep any of the MC’s business that dealt with him out of the house. Now I was regretting the latter, but I knew it was the right thing to do.

“So what now?” I asked him.

“Now we eat breakfast and enjoy the day.” He shrugged his shoulder and went back down on the floor to play with Colton. I wish I had his carefree attitude, but the more I thought about everything, the more anxious I began to feel. I started to worry about what would happen when we left the confines of the house. I could feel my anxiety tightening around my chest, verging on a full panic attack. I didn’t even realize I hadn’t moved but when Rider took my hand in his from the floor I knew he could see I was about to have a meltdown. He rubbed slow and even circles with his thumb on the back of my hand and I focused on that. I tried to even out my breathing and I slowly felt the anxiety wane. I was so thankful for Rider. He was the calm in the storm that had entered my life.

Rider

I was still as water on the outside, but on the inside, I was as rough as the seas in a storm. I had spent the entire weekend with Rayleighn and Colton. I couldn’t let them out of my sight. I felt like they were sand and if I turned away for a minute one of them would slip through my fingers. While Detroit, Griz, and Ink had watched the outside of the house for any activity or sightings of Grayson, I was still on high alert. Hammer had tracked Grayson all weekend and much to my surprise, he had left town Saturday morning.

Hammer had followed him down the coast trailing behind him on his motorcycle until he hit the state border and entered Oregon. I breathed a little easier knowing he was out of the state, but my concern was that he’d be back. On Sunday, we had our regularly scheduled church meeting and I didn’t want to leave Rayleighn behind, so I had her drive to the clubhouse. While I was in the meeting she and Colton hung out and got to meet some of the other families. A lot of guys brought their old ladies and kids over on Sundays, but this was another first for me. I never had anyone at the clubhouse just for me. It felt good knowing that she was there. When I came out of church and found them having a good time, it really meant something to me that they could enjoy this part of my life, too.

Those two, Ladybug and Colton, had quickly taken up residence in my heart. I felt things for them I had never felt for anyone. I loved my mother and sister deeply, but this love was different. It was all-consuming. They had become my family. I wanted it all with them and I was going to get it. At the meeting last night, Houdini, who handles the club’s vests, let me know that the one I ordered for Rayleighn would be ready to pick up this week. She didn’t know it, but I was giving her my matching vest. I even got her a matching bandana that I’d seen a lot of the other old ladies wearing around their necks and wrists on rides. I was going to tell her how hard I was falling for her and how I wanted us to move forward. I could see myself getting down on one knee, and I wanted to know that was something she wanted just as badly as I.

Once Christmas was over, I was going to ask her to officially move in with me. I had been spending most of my time at her house, going back and forth for the things that I needed. While I didn’t mind doing that, I thought my house would be a better environment. My home could afford Colton his own playroom, a fenced-in backyard, and I had an entire walk-in closet ready for Rayleighn to put all her things in. She didn’t know it yet, but I bought her a vanity table and stool for Christmas. I had seen her frustrated putting on make-up over her sink and there was enough room in my bedroom for it to fit with ease.

All of this ran through my mind at a hundred miles a minute while I tried to work. It was all I thought about. It was now Monday, and I was working in the garage. It was also Rayleighn’s first day working for Hammer, so I knew she was relatively safe while the guys were around. We had left Colton with Mrs. Lopez as we both headed off to work. Rayleighn didn’t know I had started secretly paying Mrs. Lopez. She deserved the money for taking such good care of him and she had been a great friend to Ray and never expected anything in kind and that showed me how good of a person she was. In my eyes that deserved to be rewarded, and I was in a position to be able to do that I didn’t want to upset Rayleighn because she had begun to hint around numerous times that I was doing too much for her and she didn’t want to make me think she was trying to take advantage of our relationship and the fact that I was better off financially than her.

By the time I cleared my mind enough to organize the mountain of paperwork and invoices on my desk, Hammer walked in. I was immediately on high alert. I jumped up out of my chair but stayed behind my desk. “What’s going on? Is Rayleighn okay?” I asked him in a rush to get the words out. I could already feel the adrenaline running through me at the thought of something being wrong. Hammer put his hands out to signal me to calm down. He could see the stress written all over my face. “Rider, it’s ok man. She’s alright. I just left her in the office to get settled in. I came to talk to you about that little bitch I had to ride out of town.”

I sat back down in my chair and threw the pen I was holding onto the desk. I ran my hands through my hair and took a deep breath to calm down. After a moment I said, “Yeah, I’m surprised he left town so easily. I figured he would put up more of a fight.”

Hammer shook his head. “Yeah, I don’t think we’ve seen the last of him. That’s what my gut is telling me. I think for the next few weeks you need to be on high alert with her and Colton. He was stone cold when I was following him. He knew I was following him too and never even glanced at me. Like he didn’t have a care in the world and wasn’t bothered that he was being kicked out of town. He’s trouble.”

I thought about what ways he could try to get to us. If he came at me or mine the MC would consider it an act against the entire club. He wouldn’t be a match against us so he would need help. I thought of the nearby club that Griz had mentioned and made a mental note to ask him about them and to reach back out to see if he’d try to make amends with them to then ask for assistance.

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