Page 87 of Cardinal

Letting go of her wrists, I slowed my hips to a halt, keeping myself buried completely in her as I covered her face and neck in butterfly kisses. "Juliet, sweetheart, focus on my voice and come back to me." She didn't like that one bit. Her head shook with denial while her body pushed and struggled against mine.

This was going to be one hell of a crash for her, and all I could do was hold her and ease her through it all. I wish I could give her more relief than that, take away the mass anxiety I knew was coming. Juliet always became a sobbing, anxious, and clingy mess with her drops, and the severity of it depended on the high. Needless to say, she had never lost herself this much yet, so I braced myself for the worst.

The seconds dragged on to what felt like forever as I held her tightly in my arms, listening to her panting and whimpering slowly turn into hiccups and sobs. Her hands and arms that hit and pushed at me frantically grabbed and locked me in a vice grip as her crash took over.

"Hey, hey, it's okay, it's okay. I got you. I am right here, and I won't let you go." I assured her sweetly with back rubs and kisses to her face.

Carefully, with her clinging to me like a baby monkey, I got onto the bed and sat with my back against the headboard. We stayed like this for a long while, me comforting her while she went through her crash. I didn't care if I had to stay like this for a whole hour or more; as long as I provided Juliet with the safety she needed, then that was all I cared about.

When her shaking and sobbing calmed down a fair amount, I reluctantly released an arm from her to reach over to the nightstand and grab the supplies I always kept stashed there for these moments—her crashes. The top drawer of my nightstand was constantly stocked with water bottles and her favorite snacks.

"Small sips, principessa, small sips," I instructed her in a gentle voice as I tipped the bottle against her lips slightly. "There we go, that's it, slowly, good girl." Her head kept pressing forward for more, but I didn't want her to gulp down the water so fast and get sick from it. So, I carefully pulled away enough so she couldn't chug the thing down.

Setting the water down after she got a good amount in her, I rubbed her arms and shoulders. "You want your chocolate?" That question was met with a quick shake of her head. "One of your gummies?" Another quiet shake of her head before she buried herself into me more. "Trail mix?" A small hum of agreement followed the nodding of her head.

Digging through the drawer, I pulled out her bag of trail mix, mainly pieces of chocolates with cashews and yogurt-covered fruit bites. Like before, I slowly fed her until she turned her head away in refusal.

"I need to go to the bathroom to grab some washcloths. Will you be fine in the bed alone for a minute?" Sometimes, she liked me carrying her around, but sometimes, she was too tired to be bothered.

Dropping an arm from around my neck, she patted the bed and leaned away a bit from me. I felt bad for the way she winced when I shifted her under me and pulled out from her slowly. I was soft, but no doubt she was really sore after her first time with someone so big.

Moaning softly, Juliet pressed herself into the bed as she reached a hand down and cupped herself. "I know, I'm sorry, sweetheart." I apologized with a kiss on her forehead.

What she did next surprised me a little, and I couldn't help but sit there on my knees and marvel at the wonderful sight. I watched her slide her fingers along with her slit with bated breath, not daring to blink out of fear of missing something important. Picking up and covering her fingers with my cum that seeped out of her, she brought it up to her reddened lips and sucked them clean while keeping her sultry eyes zoned in on mine.

"Fuck." I gasped under my breath.

That was probably the hottest thing I have ever seen in my damn life.

If I weren't taking it easy on her, I would have dove right back this instant until she came undone around my cock again.

Recollecting myself with calculated breaths, I willed myself to leave my irresistible girl before I did something regretful. I felt bad for leaving her alone right now, even if it was for a few seconds. I didn't take long to dampen a few washcloths and return to Juliet, who laid there looking happier than ever with the widest smile ever. Seeing her in such a state of bliss made me want to snap a picture to keep this moment forever.

"Luciano, it's getting sticky." She whined with a pout.

Grinning like an idiot, I leaned down and kissed her softly. "I mean, I'm not complaining. The fact my cum is all inside of you and on your thighs is nice." Call me a feral idiot, but her being marked by my cum pulled at my primal heartstrings.

"Luca." She pleaded me with her eyes while pawing at my forearm weakly.

Chuckling, I relented and began to clean her up, taking my sweet time to enjoy her body. Also, I had to be careful and gentle not to hurt her any.

Done, I threw the washcloths over into the bathroom, intending to deal with it in the morning because all I wanted to do right now was hold Juliet and spoil her with affection, which was exactly what I did.

Pulling both of us under the sheets, I wrapped my arms tightly around her and held her tightly, pressing our bare bodies against each other. "I will never get enough of this plushy body of yours." I groaned happily into her hair, sliding a hand down the curve of her back to the round globe of her ass to grope it softly.

"It's your fault for making me eat." She groaned into my chest, snuggling into me more.

"This is how your body is naturally meant to be. I mean, you were a pile of big sticks for bones when I got you, and I did nothing but pad it with some meat." I remarked, kissing the top of her head.

Looking down at her, I smiled happily to myself as I stroked her hair with my other hand. "That aside, how are you? Was it too much? I didn't hurt you too much, did I?" Obviously, I held back a bit for both our sakes.

Juliet's head moved back and forth against my chest before her round almond eyes peered up at me with her giggly smile. "Perfect. I mean, you had me worried a bit with the gun and the shooting. But, the fake marriage certificate and papers were a nice touch."

"Who said they were fake?" I teased with a chuckle. "And, I mean, how else would I have gotten you to sign the papers?"

"Because it's just a scene. Besides, there's no way any of it could be legally binding, considering how you forced me to sign by shoving a gun up my vagina." She replied with a roll of her eyes, shifting to lean back and look at me fully. "And you could have just fucked me stupid then and there to get my compliance."

Twirling a lock of her hair around my finger, I looked at her with a cruel smirk. "I mean, I pay our lawyers enough to keep their mouths shut and ignore certain things."

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