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My thudding heart became calm as I breathed in the heavy scent of our bodies and his personal scent into my system. It's not those men back then, not the same dirty room. Safe, I was safe. I won't let them have this moment and ruin it like before. They weren't here to hurt me. They weren't the ones inside of me; Luciano was.

But fuck did it hurt so much.

I couldn't help the pained groan from coming out when Luciano started to move. "That's it, sweetheart, look at me. Look at your husband taking you for the first time." And fuck, he wasn't taking it easy on me either. "Feel me. Feel how good my cock is inside of you."

His body practically slammed into me with each thrust, his dick bullying its way deeper and deeper inside of my screaming body until his hips were flushed against me. "It's too much, stop, please." I felt like I'd break and split in half if he kept going. The ache of pain intensified with my orgasm that came out of nowhere when his tip hit a certain spot deep within me.

Tears spilled from the corners of my eyes as sweet rapture ravaged my body. It fucking hurt, but it hurt so good. The reason why I haven't screamed the safe-word was because there was a twisted pleasure always following closely behind the pain, making it much more bearable.

"You say stop, yet you cum all over my cock. What a little whore of a wife I've got." Luciano chuckled between his soft pants as he continued to pound into me. "So fucking tight. I'm never fucking you with a condom, ever. Never going to wear one because fucking you bare is the best feeling ever, and I get to fill your greedy cunt with my cum."

"No, don't come in me… Just stop this, please." This was all starting to feel so wrong but so right.

"No, if I stop now, then you're going to slip." Luciano's defiant words were sugarcoated in such warmth, and I caught how his eyes melted with concern for a split second before they hardened back up again with his increased pace. "I'm going to fuck you until those moments are erased from your mind. Whenever you get pulled under, you'll just be pulled to this moment."

Warm shivers washed over my body as I felt the knot in my stomach tighten back up at his words. He was right. I needed this moment to pave over the other. This was our moment—my moment. The shitty foundation that was laid by those bastards was demolished with each thrust from Luciano and every orgasm he brought me to.

I wanted none of them—abhorred them. Luciano was different; I wanted him to violate me and force me to my breaking point so I could break free. I never found any kind of pleasure from those animals, only pure agony and suffering. Yet, I found Heaven with Luciano despite the pain—the pain felt good and was wanted. Then, the orgasms, I gave those to Luciano; my body and heart knew before my mind did that I was safe, that I was with someone I trusted, and gave in.

Those evil men might have taken my innocence that night, but they never got my pleasure in return. This was all my choice right now: my choice of partner, and my choice of giving him everything because I trust and love him.

Through my teary eyes, I looked up at Luciano with a face filled with utmost gratitude and devotion.

No words needed to be exchanged between us as we looked deeply into each other's eyes in a mutual understanding. What got me the most was the way his eyes melted with such ardor and worship, as I was his life's purpose. God, I had this man whipped and chained on a leash, and I fucking loved it.

Luciano's hips slowed to long, sensual strokes as he leaned down and captured my lips in a hot, loving kiss. There was no rush now. Everything fell into place, so now it was time to enjoy it all.

Moaning softly, I let Luciano steal my soul away with the kiss. I was truly his now. I belonged to him because I chose to. I let him have me. I allowed him to act this way and allowed him access to me in such an intimate and vulnerable way.

Breaking the kiss, Luciano looked down at me with eyes so dark that they could almost be black. Consumed by lustful passion, he kissed me feverously, forcing his tongue into my mouth and abusing my lips with his own until they ached and swelled from all the sucking, biting, and pulling. "That's it, sweetheart, give in and let go. Show your husband how good of a whore you are for him and only him." Luciano groaned against my lips as he started to pound into me with no mercy, making the room fill up with the sounds of our bodies slapping against each other and my cries of pleasure.

"Luciano, please, it's too much, I can't… Please… Stop." Seriously, the tension in my body, especially my stomach, hurt so much. If I came this time, I would lose it completely. The thought of such a mind-shattering orgasm scared the shit out of me. Was I ready? Would I survive?

Taking his arm off my chest, he takes both my wrists in each hand and pins them above my head. "Not until I see your body break." I couldn't tell if he was serious or not with the playful but malicious edge to his eyes.

A shudder of fear moved its way down my body as I braced myself for the inevitable. As much as I wanted to hold out longer, a few more bruising thrusts from him were all it took to shatter my barriers like a wrecking ball to a glass castle.

White hot pleasure consumed my arching body, searing this otherworldly debauchery deep into my bones with every moan and scream that left my mouth from Luciano constantly throwing me off the edge whenever I climbed back up. One after another, orgasms ravaged my body until I fell into a familiar pool of pure bliss.

"Come back to me, amorina, come back." In a haze, I felt my head lull around until my dazed-out eyes met Luciano's face. "One more, sweetheart, give me one more."

"I'll give you all you want, Luca, anything and everything." I sounded and felt so high, which probably meant I needed to come back down to ease the crash, but I didn't want this moment to end.

"Fuck." I heard him groan, but it was hard to discern what brought it on with my head so high in the sky.

Thinking was really impossible with the hit of ecstasy that came from one final slam of Luciano's hips.

"Thank you." I barely heard myself as my vision became splotchy with spots.

The last thing I caught before I drifted off fully was Luciano's wonderful smile.

"I love you so much, Luciano."

Chapter 42

Luciano

I didn't want to end her high, but letting her linger in her sub-space too long wouldn't do her any good right now. It was too dangerous, not only for her but for me as well. She was too compliant for my comfort, and with her mind being higher than cloud nine, there was no way she could differentiate a limit if I accidentally hit one. I didn't want to keep a scene going if she couldn't use her safe-word.

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