Page 34 of Curses & Kitsune

Encircling his face within hands, I lift his head. “I need you, Sunshine.”

Lips thinning, Jinta brushes my hands away. “I’m not worth this, Raiden. I’m not. The pack has to stay strong. We can’t face the Blades and Takada alone. Maybe we can, I don’t know, keep our distance. O-or I could leave and go to Osaka and try to find your father.”

My hands shoot out and grab his wrists, tugging him closer. I’m not ready for this. Even though I told myself this morning that I have to let him go, I can’t. Not yet. Not until I’ve exhausted every other possible solution. “No. We’ll think of something.”

“Like what?” His tone is accusatory.

“I don’t know! Anything!”

A part of me shivers at the idea that if he leaves, I’ll never see him again. It’s what should happen, but fuck if I don’t hate it. Jinta nods, then wipes his eyes. I never knew my heart could break for another person’s tears. I’ve never cared about seeing other people get hurt before. After years in this life, I’ve become desensitized to it. Jinta Onodera is the exception to every rule I’ve put in place to protect my heart.

Leaning down, I kiss his forehead, then drop kisses to each of his cheekbones. Flicking out my tongue, I catch a hint of salt on his skin before the shower washes it away. I slide my hands down his warm, wet skin, blood heating as he sighs. He’s hard when I take him in hand, stroking and squeezing. A gasp escapes him, head tipping back against the shower wall. My wolf growls as he bares his throat, and I lunge in, nipping at the pale skin, cock kicking hard as his moan vibrates low in his throat against my lips.

Jinta grabs at my hair and tugs, crashing our lips together. A groan tears from me, and I grip both his hands and pin them over his head. “Don’t do a thing,” I pant against his lips. “I’m here. Gonna make you feel good, forget everything else. Leave all of this to me. Yeah?” Sliding my hand down, I grip both our hard cocks and rub. Jinta’s eyes flutter closed, lips parting as he moans with me. “Let me take care of you.”

I want to be responsible for his pleasure. Need to remind myself I can do so much more than just cause pain. I need Jinta to entrust everything to me. His body, his pleasure, his soul.

Biting his supple lip, Jinta rolls his head back. “I’m all yours.” He flexes his hips, pushing into my touch, rubbing our cocks together.

Mine. My blood burns hot with need, and I lunge in, mashing my mouth against his. He’s so pliant, parting his lips against mine, groaning when I plunge my tongue inside to tease his. My hand works our cocks, and I bite on his lip, growling.

“That’s it,” I grunt out the words. “Fuck my fist. Tell me what you want, Sunshine. Tell me, and I’ll worship this gorgeous, perfect body of yours till you cum screaming my name.”

“I-I—fuck!” Jinta’s panting, eyes closed in bliss as he thrusts faster and faster. “I w-want to feel you.”

I flick my tongue over his earlobe and say, “Tell me where.”

Chest heaving against mine, Jinta chokes out, “Your mouth. Want it on my cock.”

I smack a kiss to his panting lips, bucking my hips and grinning when he cries out. “Good boy.” Gliding my hands down his hips, I dig my fingers into the soft mounds of his ass. When I glance up, Jinta’s got a curious frown on his face, like he wants to ask me something.

“What?”

He shakes his head. “Nothing.” He arches his hips, urging me on. I can’t refuse him anything. Not my body, not my heart, or my soul. On my knees before him, I part my lips and guide his cock to my mouth. When I wrap my lips around the head, Jinta grabs at my hair, knees shaking. I lap at the underside of his cock, moaning around my mouthful. I love the taste of him and can’t imagine I’ll ever get sick of the sounds he makes when I suck him off.

When I bring him to the back of my throat, my nose buried in his pubes, Jinta lets out a whimper. “R-Raiden… fuck. That feels so good. Want to… can I…”

I pull off with a lewd slurp and pump him in my hand, squeezing out a bead of pearly precum, and lap it up. “I’m yours, aren’t I? You can do whatever you want to me.”

Jinta throws back his head, mouth falling open as he squeezes my hair so hard it almost hurts. “Want to fuck your mouth. Need it.”

“Choke me with your cock,” I rasp, then suck him back down to the root.

A hoarse cry escapes Jinta, and he lets go, pumping his hips shallowly at first. When I slip my hand beneath his hard balls and rub my fingertip against his clenched hole, Jinta snaps his hips forward, and I gag around him. “Yes! Put your fingers in me. Make me ready.”

I love how bossy he is. Jinta’s shy, so seeing him let go, knowing I’m the cause of it, is such a damn treat. Grabbing the lube I’d put on one of the shelves, I slick my fingers up then press one against his hole, cock twitching when he bears down on my finger, and I slip inside up to the first knuckle.

“More. Please. Give me another.” Jinta’s voice is hoarse and breathless. He thrusts into my mouth, then pushes his hips back against my finger.

I work another inside, moaning around his cock when his heat encases around my fingers. He feels so fucking good, every single time. I pump my fingers in and out of his blissful heat while I wrap my lips around his throbbing cock and suck hard. When he rewards me with a breathless curse, I massage that soft spot inside him that makes his legs tremble and his breath catch.

“Oh, fuck, Raiden, I—I’m going to cum if you keep doing that.”

I smirk around my mouthful. I’d love for him to flood my mouth and let me drink every drop. But he’s not begging and babbling yet, which tells me I haven’t earned his release. When my third finger stretches his hole, Jinta’s whole body shudders. His body clenches around my fingers, and my eyes roll back, knowing how good he’ll feel wrapped around my cock. In my mouth, Jinta’s shaft pulses, precum spilling onto my tongue. He’s close, and hell, so am I. I need him.

“Fuuuck, baby. Need you inside me. Now.” Jinta’s voice is strained, and his stomach muscles are clenched.

I pull off his leaking cock and take him in my hand. Jinta grabs my shoulders hard, biting his lip. “How do you want me, Sunshine? I’m all yours.”

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