“Fucking ruin me.” There’s a desperation in his voice I’ve never heard before, and those three words sever my self-control. I’m on my feet, crushing my mouth to his. While I slick up my cock with lube, I push my tongue past his swollen lips, knowing he’ll taste himself in my mouth.
Hooking my arm beneath his knee, I hoist his leg up high. Grabbing my cock, I position myself at his entrance, snarling through gritted teeth as I slide home in one smooth motion. A broken sound escapes Jinta as I bottom out, grabbing frantically at my shoulders, nails biting into my skin.
“Gonna lift you,” I warn him, and when he nods emphatically, I hook my other arm under his left knee. “Ready?”
“Yes!” He jumps a little when I lift him and winds his arms around my neck, back against the wall, my arms supporting his knees. He wraps his legs around my waist and squeezes. Once I’m sure he’s secure, I drive into his exquisite heat, draw out slow, then sink back in until I’m as deep as I can possibly go. Fuck. He feels so good. Always does. Never gonna get over the way he sucks me right into his needy body.
Jinta throws back his head, grunting out a breathless, “More. Don’t hold back. Need you to—fuck!” He claws at my back as I slam in, my pelvis smacking the back of his ass. I don’t give him time to recover, growling in bliss as I watch him take every inch of my cock.
“This what you wanted?” My voice is practically a snarl as I take him hard and fast, fucking him against the shower wall. “Want me to fuck you so hard you forget your own name?”
“Yes!” he cries. “Need it. Just like this. Make me forget everything but you.”
So that’s what this is about. He wants to forget last night ever happened. That he was taken. The things he did. The pain he endured. Fuck. This is why I’ve never let myself get close to someone. I can bear my own pain. But I can’t bear his. I never want to experience the fear I felt yesterday when I realized he was gone. Not ever again.
Lunging in, I capture his mouth with mine, swallowing his cries as I let loose and fuck him with everything I have. Because I need it, too. I need to remind him that he’s mine. Need to remind myself that he’s here with me, my cock buried so deep inside the warm clutch of his body that our souls are practically touching.
“Nobody’s taking you from me again.” I pant against his mouth as I pound into him relentlessly. “Hear me? You’re mine, and I protect what’s mine.” I couldn’t protect him, not this time, but I will find Ishida, and I will make him regret ever trying to take my sunshine away.
Jinta’s arms fly around my back, teeth nipping at my shoulder. His body tenses up, his hole strangling my aching cock. “Gonna cum, baby. Need to. Please make me cum. Please.” He practically growls out the final plea.
My balls wrench up as I let go, giving him everything I have until he rewards me with a ragged shout, his hot velvety walls squeezing my cock so hard my eyes fucking roll back. Jinta shudders, hips jerking as his cock pulses, spilling thick ropes of cum all over his chest and stomach.
I’m so close, balls painfully hard, cock throbbing with the need to spill inside him. My movements become erratic, my whole body seizing up. I crumple into his neck, grunting, panting into his skin. Jinta bites down on my earlobe and whispers, “That’s it, baby. Let go for me. Cum for me.”
A feral snarl escapes me as my hips jerk forward one more time, grinding against his ass. My orgasm erupts from me in thick, heavy spurts so intense I can’t even make a sound as pleasure courses up and down my cock. I snap my hips again and again, gripping his ass hard enough to bruise, until I’ve emptied every last drop into his body. Every muscle threatens to go completely lax, so, carefully, I lower us down to the floor of the tub and let Jinta sit in my lap.
Water courses down on us as we catch our breath, my spent cock still cradled in Jinta’s body. The heat from the shower, coupled with the bliss of my orgasm, is almost enough to make me black out right on the spot. My heart clenches when Jinta nuzzles into my chest, lips fluttering over my skin, rubbing my chest gently.
I close my eyes and kiss his wet hair. “I’m sorry I let them take you.” I turn my face away even though he can’t see me, embarrassed as my voice thickens.
Jinta slips his arms around my neck, planting a tender kiss against my chest. “I thought I’d… that I’d have to watch you die,” he admits, his own voice shaking.
Squeezing my eyes shut, I hold him close. I never want to feel that terror again. “Nah. Not me. I’m hard to kill.” Bringing his hand to my lips, I kiss his knuckles. “We’re gonna make them regret fucking with us. Every single one of them.”
It’s a vow I’m going to see through to the very end.
Chapter 13
“We should find my father.” Raiden sounds like he tasted something foul as he picks at his rice. He’s scowling when I look up from my untouched food, but he meets my gaze, resignation souring his face. I want to reach out and stroke away the lines in his brows.
“Ren was telling me about some mage who might be able to track him down.”
Raiden frowns, then understanding brightens his eyes. “Yeah. Charlie. He’d be a good place to start.”
As happy as I am that he’s on board, I can’t imagine he’ll want to accompany me. I take a sip of green tea. Ever since I tasted Raiden’s blood, my stomach has finally settled enough to eat regular food again. “So, he’ll hopefully tell us where your dad is, and then I’ll go and—”
Raiden sets his bowl down. “I’m going with you.”
Hope flickers in my heart. “Really?” When he nods, a determined set to his jaw, it flickers and fans into a flame that warms every part of me.
“I’ve got a score to settle with my old man. If I don’t show up, that bastard will think I’m afraid of him. Besides, I’d be a real ass if I let you do this alone.” He curls his hand over mine, and affection makes my heart skip.
“Yeah, you would be.” I grin and lift his hand, kissing his knuckles then the stub of his pinky finger.
The distant rumble of an approaching car gets louder and louder, the engine cutting off in our driveway.
Unease prickles over my skin. “Are we expecting someone?” But Raiden’s tense shoulders and narrowed eyes are all the answers I need.