Me
Sheets
Me
VR headst
Me
the deposit. everything.
Me
U know I dont want to be chaitrity. So Im pissed for that.
Me
Thats why i need time 2 think.
My eyelids are heavy. And my throat feels funny. A heavy weight presses on my chest. But I need to get this out. So I can tell him to come get me.
I type the last message.
Me
I had time 2 think. i 4give u come get me. at bar i love u. ill fight vanesa for u. love u.
But I never hit send.
My eyes close instead. So tired.
The phone slips from my hand. No, it’s taken. Or maybe I put it into someone else’s hand. Scratchy hand. Calluses. I don’t like his smell.
Everything goes dark.
Chapter 47
Creeping at the Stumbling Sea Turtle
TOMER
The last few messages came through so fast I didn’t have time to get my laptop or tablet to re-access her phone before she turned it off.
But that’s for the best. I already feel like shit for violating her privacy earlier while she was at dinner with the girls.
Still… I wish I could have looked at her as she typed out those messages.
I deserve to witness the pain on her face and the tears in her eyes.
It’s my fault she’s hurting. My fault she’s crying in a bar.
Even if I didn’t see her, I know she was. The tears made it hard to type.
She must have turned off her phone after sending that last text so I couldn’t call her. And she probably didn’t want to see my text replies either.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
After pacing my living room, I collapse back on the couch and spear my hands through my hair, pulling at the roots while my father’s grating voice slices nonstop across my mind.