I tilted my head and frowned. “Why?”
“We don’t want to scare you.”
“You think I’m that easily scared?”
A grin, and he turned us in the water so I was looking out over the horizon and toward the moon. “Maybe not. But there’s no way to describe how much we want. How deep it goes. I won’t pretend I’m not obsessed, and I won’t deny that I want to consume you. Until your soul knows nothing else but the three of us.”
There were a lot of things in my life I was afraid of. Pain. Humiliation. Abandonment. Heartbreak. But right now? With them? With Micah? I wasn’t. “I’m not afraid of that.”
He hummed into my skin. “Telling you all my fantasies would take all night.”
“Just one then.”
“I want to fuck your mouth underwater. Train you first so you can take all of my cock and then have you sink beneath the surface and take me all the way down. Let me fuck you until you’re desperate for breath. And do it all over again until you taste me.”
Even though we were in the water, I was wet.
“And I’ll give you one more,” he whispered. “Because my fantasies can be dark and dirty and raw. But they’re also sweet and soft. I want to wake you up early before dawn and take you to the nest porch. Make love to you slowly while we watch the sun rise. And hold you while you fall back asleep with my name on your lips.”
My heart did a flip in my chest. I could envision exactly what he meant, and I wanted all of it. Everything.
We were kissing again, this time driven by need and desire. My thoughts kept clinging to me. I needed to know before I begged him to fuck me. “This morning. Was it okay?”
He jerked back to look at me. “You had doubts?”
I bit my lip. “I mean, yes and no. It was my first time, so…”
Micah froze, a growl rolling out of his chest at the same time his arms locked harder around me. “Are you telling me the first cock you had in your mouth was mine?”
Shivers ran over my skin at his tone. Everything tightened. “The first to cum in my mouth, too.”
A low sound in his throat. “Remember what we said about firsts? It turns us into savages, princess.”
“There are still plenty you can have.”
“You want to be pinned to the sand with my cock? Is that it?”
I smirked. “I kind of assumed that was going to happen either way.”
“What are your other firsts?”
Nipping at his lips, I wrapped my arms fully around his shoulders. It was safe to tease him and drive him wild, because he was safe. “Guess.”
He squeezed my ass and moved his fingers until he brushed my hole. “Has anyone had you here?”
“No one.”
His face dropped into my neck with a groan. He lifted me higher and tilted me against him, and suddenly his cock was pressed right where his fingers had been. Daring. Testing. Beautifully terrifying.
“If you don’t want me to fuck your ass right this second, tell me. I won’t be disappointed. I’m more than happy to fuck your tight little cunt over and over again. But you need to tell me no. Right now.”
I shook my head. “I’m not telling you no.”
Micah stumbled to the shallows with me, locking my legs around his waist. My back hit the sand. This time we were both fully in the waves, the glowing water brushing my hair and neck. Every splash clung to him and me, painting us with what felt like magic. Like this moment was more.
He guided my legs up and back, pressing his cock in, jaw clenched like he was holding himself back from ravaging me completely. “Relax, princess.”
The command in his tone held no room for argument. An Alpha commanding an Omega to obey, and I wanted it. Relished the way my body softened and let him in. I thought it might hurt, but it didn’t. Omegas were made for Alphas in every way. Even though I’d never done this, my body was ready.