Page 144 of Rebel

Can I hold it together?

Can I look into their eyes and break their hearts?

Their voices break me from my thoughts, and I carefully pack my sister’s tapes away as they enter the bus.

Chase grins at me. “Hey, pretty girl, what happened?”

I can’t speak, or I’m afraid I’ll just scream or cry, so instead, I get up and head straight to him, grabbing his face and kissing him. When I pull back, I look at Kolton and Trav. “I need you.” It’s all I can say.

Trav frowns. “You have us, always.”

“You’re dumb.” Chase smirks as he backs me toward the bedroom. “She means she needs us inside her. Riding the high, pretty girl?”

I nod, unable to speak, but he doesn’t notice, thank fuck.

Chase grabs me, kissing me softly, but I don’t want soft.

I want it to hurt. I want them to remind me I’m here and that they are mine, even if it’s just for tonight. I want it to last forever. Grabbing him, I turn us and push his chest. He tumbles back to the bed, grinning at me as I climb on, yanking off my clothes before kissing him, ignoring the pain it causes in my face.

Nothing else matters right now. Only this.

Only them.

Only us.

“Whoa, pretty girl,” he says, pulling away. “We have all night. Hell, we have the rest of our lives.” He grins so sweetly.

I swallow the pain in my throat. “I need you,” I say as hands slide into my hair and turn my head to meet Trav’s narrowed gaze. He senses something is wrong, so I grab his cock through his pants and kiss him, distracting him. I don’t want to spend my night crying or fighting.

I want to spend it in their arms so I can gather enough pleasure and courage to make it through the next few days without them.

Luckily, Trav relents, kissing me back, as I feel Chase’s lips slide up my chest to my neck and then back down. His talented lips wrap around my nipple and suck until I gasp into Trav’s mouth. He deepens the kiss as he pushes me back, and I find myself on the bed between him and Chase. Their hands slide across my skin like a promise, and it brings tears to my eyes, but I swallow them back, biting Trav’s lip.

Kolton’s hands join in, sliding up my legs and parting them as his fingers play with my pussy, stroking me until I moan.

My heart aches, my chest is tight, and my eyes sting, but I don’t let it show. Instead, I let them carry me away until I need more. Gripping Kolton’s hand, I tug him up, pulling away from Trav’s mouth as I roll onto my back, my legs falling open.

Kolton takes the hint and buries his head between my thighs, making me cry out as two mouths wrap around my nipples, causing my back to arch off the bed. Pleasure spills through my body as they work together. I rock my pussy into Kolt’s waiting mouth, suffocating him, but he pulls me closer. He lashes my clit with his tongue before dipping inside me, eating me fast and hard. Mouths tug on my nipples, and the pleasure shoots straight to my clit until I can’t take it.

I explode, coming with a cry.

Kolt kisses my pussy and moves away, and then Chase tugs me to my knees and lifts me, slamming me down on his dick. The sharp pain makes me gasp, but I love it. I need more. He leans me back, fucking me as he does, his lips finding mine. No words are spoken, but I don’t need them. I couldn’t speak even if I tried or I might scream. Instead, we communicate with our bodies as he lays me back, fucking me into our bed.

I turn, giving him my back as he pounds into me, my sore face pressing into the bedding. Good. This way, they can’t see my tears. The pain reminds me that this is real and they are mine.

I reach for the others, needing all of them, needing them to chase away my fear and heartache, and like I pulled an invisible string, they come to me.

Chase helps lift me, and Trav slides below me, embracing me in their arms as his cock prods my ass. I don’t help; I can’t. I let them maneuver me until he pushes inside my body. The sharp stretch is painful, but the pain is good. It helps me relax and push back my tears, letting me focus on them.

If this is the last time I can have them, then I want to make the most of it.

Trav just holds me there, my ass wrapped around his cock, as Chase pounds into me from above. His jaw is tight with tension, and his eyes are dark with hunger as he fucks me.

“You’re so fucking ours, pretty girl,” he growls, lifting one of my legs. The new position causes Trav to slide deeper, and I gasp. “I love coming back to our room every night, knowing you are all ours. You’re our home.”

Fuck, it hurts.

I turn my face away and find Kolton, kissing him as Chase spills praise as he fucks me. Each word breaks my heart even more, though he is oblivious.

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