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“Fuck! You feel so good,” Kash grunted.

I took in a deep breath, feeling him in my stomach as I laid my head back against his chest.

“Ohhh… Kash… Shittt!”

I felt his hand on my clit.

“Arianna… Ughh… Damn. I need you on your knees,” Kash said, smacking my ass as he adjusted me flat on my stomach. He entwined our hands, spread them out wide, and hovered over my back. Feeling his hot, alcohol-infused breath sent a tingling up my spine.

“OMG! You’re too big.”

Kash bent down, sucking on my neck, rolling his hips.

“Let it out, gorgeous,” Kash coached.

“Kash! I’m coming again,” I screamed from the intense pressure.

“Me too, sweetheart. Fuck! Come for me.”

I did, and he tightened his hold, falling on my back, pumping slowly, and breathing hard in my ear. After a few seconds, he rolled over, out of breath.

“I need to get cleaned up,” I said. Kash pulled me on top of him, kissed and bit my bottom lip.

“I’m not ready for you to go. Let’s order some food, and you can show me your riding skills.”

“I have to warn you, men tend to fall in love with me after I put them to sleep,” I jested.

He smirked. “I’m not most men, baby,” he answered by pulling out another condom, and I smashed my lips to him. We continued having sex in every corner of his room and living room until we passed out.

Present Day

I woke up from my dream by the ringing of the doorbell, Cicely was off, so I got up, wrapping my robe around me. Closing my bedroom door, I heard banging alongside the doorbell ringing again.

“What do you want?” I snapped as I opened the door and saw who it was.

Freddie stood smiling at me as though I should be happy to see him.

“I missed you, baby,” Freddie said.

“Okay, and?”

“Can we talk, please? We owe it to ourselves to get some things clear,” Freddie explained as he stepped inside without me inviting him.

“Fine, explain yourself, but nothing is going to change,” I told him.

“You don’t mean that, Arianna.” Freddie reached out to grab my hand, and I yanked it away, sitting on my couch.

“Freddie, say what needs to be said and please leave afterwards,” I replied.

He sat next to me, and I leaned over to grab the remote.

“How are you?” Freddie questioned.

“Fine. Now, get to the reason why you needed to bang on my door at ten at night.”

“I want a second chance, Arianna. I was stupid, selfish, and it took me hitting rock bottom to realize you were the best thing to ever happen to me.”

“Thank you for realizing that, Freddie, but I’m not interested in going backwards,” I answered.

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