Page 99 of Deadly Secrets

“Truth,” he responded.

I took a few moments to brainstorm ideas until the perfect one came to mind.

“What’s your biggest turn-on?”

“That little sound you make just before you’re about to come.”

The room went dead silent.

Is it me, or does the room suddenly feel too hot?

“Yeah, I can see that,” Noah said while laughing.

Ander clenched his jaw.

“Okay. My turn,” Zayn exclaimed. “Ander, truth or dare?”

“Dare.”

“I dare you to kiss Sienna in front of us for two minutes. But I’m not talking about a peck on the lips. I wanna see you with her, and I bet Noah wouldn’t mind either.”

“You cannot keep your fucking mouth shut, can you?” Noah exclaimed.

Ander gazed at me, silently asking for permission.

“It’s okay, Ander,” I encouraged him.

He placed his plate on the coffee table and then crawled all the way to where I was sitting. He stopped only a few inches from my mouth, and I took a deep breath. The anticipation was killing me. I had thought about kissing Ander a thousand times since we hooked up, and now that he was piercing me with his blue eyes, all I could think about was that a kiss would never be enough. Ander put his hand on the back of my neck and pulled me toward him until our lips met. I closed my eyes instinctively and surrendered myself to his consuming kiss. I opened my mouth, inviting Ander’s tongue to play with mine. It was a slow kiss, but it burned every corner of my soul until my body was fully ignited. I couldn’t contain this hunger, an insatiable feeling slowly taking over my sanity. A moan escaped my mouth, and Ander dropped the hand that held my head to pinch one of my nipples. My moan grew louder, and our kiss deepened. I didn’t need to touch my underwear to know I was completely soaked. I could feel my arousal between my thighs.

“Two minutes,” Zayn stated.

When Ander broke the kiss, I was panting, and my heart raced a thousand miles per hour. The bulge in Ander’s pants was an indication that he was as turned on as I was.

“That was sexy as fuck,” Noah breathed.

Ander crawled back to his place without breaking eye contact. His eyes were full of lust and promises.

“Noah. Your turn. Truth or dare?” he asked.

Noah put a piece of chocolate cake in his mouth and replied, “Truth.”

Ander bit his bottom lip and asked, “Weren’t you jealous seeing Zayn and Sienna together?”

Noah paused for a moment before responding to Ander’s question.

“Yes, I was. But only at the beginning. Then I realized I was more pissed at not being involved than anything else. It was so fucking hot seeing them together…and then we shared that night, the three of us, and it was perfect. It’s by far the best sex I’ve ever had. Does my answer bring you any comfort?”

“What do you mean?” Ander asked, confused.

“You can’t stay away from her, but you’re worried that you won’t mean as much to her as we do. Am I wrong?”

My eyes kept bouncing between Ander and Noah. You could cut the tension with a knife, and it was obvious that this was the first time they’d had this honest conversation. Noah clearly wanted to rip the Band-Aid off.

“I already lost her once. I don’t think my heart could handle losing her again.”

I put my cake down and stood. I walked toward Ander and stopped in front of him. I lowered myself to his lap, straddling his legs, and both my hands held his beautiful face. I stayed there for a few seconds, memorizing every hue of his irises, his plump lips, the perfection of his nose. I brought my mouth down and kissed him, but it wasn’t like our previous kiss. This kiss was gentle and full of love and adoration. I broke the kiss and planted my forehead against his.

“You’ll never lose me, Ander. My love is not finite. What I have with you, Noah, and Zayn is so fucking special…but it has taken me time to come to terms with it. I was raised in a conservative household, so it was hard for me to accept that it was okay to give myself entirely—body and soul—not to one but three men. I was super confused in the beginning, worried that I would fuck up your friendship because that’s the last thing I wanted to do. But here we are, and I don’t regret anything that has happened between the four of us. You’re mine, and I’m yours, but I’m also Zayn’s and Noah’s, and they’re also mine. Will you be okay with that?”

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