Page 67 of The Desire

I can’t take any more foreplay, I just want the same thing Rem does. To be joined together with nothing between us.

“I have dreamed of seeing your face the next time I fucked you. Seeing you take my cock and what my body’s doing to you. The bliss and pleasure that you’ve been craving. I’m the one giving them to you, making you feel so fucking good that you won’t be able to walk away from me, no matter what.” Rem’s words do things to me I never imagined, because it’s true. When he touches me it’s like he suffocates my logical brain, and all I can think of is him and nothing else.

He kneels on the bed between my legs, not waiting any longer as he drags me down the bed closer to him. He grabs me by my hips and lifts my ass off the bed.

“You have the most gorgeous body.” And as I’m reeling from his words, the first thrust of his cock has me screaming out in sheer unbridled passion.

“Yessss!”

Rem is not holding back. He pounds into me over and over again as the lower part of my body is suspended in the air, the muscles on his arms bulging from holding me up just where he wants me. The arch in my back gives him the perfect angle to hit deep inside me, and it feels so raw and primal. This is all about Rem letting go of everything we have both been trying to bury.

The passion that no matter how hard we try just isn’t going away, but instead, it’s growing in ferocity by the minute.

I want to make it so good for him, but I can’t hold back anymore.

“Rem, I’m going to come, fuck, I’m going to come…” And I’m almost scared to let the orgasm take over my body because it feels like it’s building to a height I’ve never reached before. Like I’m about to have my body torn apart by this magnificent man.

“Do it. Let me ruin you!” His voice bounces off the walls as he roars at me, and my eyes try to close as the immense explosions of sensation erupting all through my body, but I fight to keep them open.

Because the look of Rem losing complete control while fucking me through this orgasm is a picture I never want to forget.

It’s etched into my soul to remember the day I knew there was no going back.

I’m Rem’s!

Every single cell belongs to him.

His body stills and shudders as he comes so hard inside me. I watch his face finally show the inner peace he just found, the tense lines from earlier all softening and the sparkle in his deep brown eyes telling me the same thing that I already know.

There is no going back from this, he won. I stepped over the lines we drew. In all honesty, we both jumped feet first into hell, and although I’m petrified of the repercussions, it never felt righter than it does right now.

As he slowly lowers my body back to the bed, I feel like a porcelain doll. Treasured and delicate but totally fulfilled with the affection he shows me.

Leaning over me, he softly kisses my lips. “Amazing.” And as he pulls back a little, he’s just shaking his head and laughing a little at me.

“What?” I ask, confused.

“You gave us ten months, I gave us ten days, and we were lucky to last ten hours.” Rem is still laughing as he stands up from the bed and walks toward the bathroom to clean up.

“And now I'm giving you ten minutes before we do it all again.” The hunger in his eyes tells me how serious he is, but I can't help but laugh at him out loud.

“You think you only need ten minutes, old man?”

That stops him dead in his tracks, and as he turns toward me again, I can see that his cock is already getting hard again. “Oh, I don’t even need five, but I was trying to give you a chance to breathe. But if you’re going to be like that, buckle up, baby, because I’m going to show you just how good my stamina is.” Turning back away from me, his perfect firm ass disappears into the bathroom, and all I can do is sink into the pillow and look up at the ceiling. Every thought of the ghost in my room is totally gone. Now all I’m thinking about is how fast Rem can get another condom on and get his hot body back on top of mine and have me screaming away any demons that have the hide to think they can take up residence in this room with us.

The next few hours are filled with joining our two bodies in more ways that I knew existed, and I know that no matter what happens between Rem and me, he has totally ruined me. I can never feel like this with another man. I know that deep in my soul, he has locked up my heart and thrown away the key.

I’m not at a place I can share that with him, but there is no denying it.

I’ve fallen for Remington Elders, and there is no going back.

The sex is out of this world, but lying here after our long sexfest is just as beautiful. Snuggling in his arms is a new thing, and the other times before now have been just about getting each other off. Now we let the enormity of what we have done settle between us. Rem wanted to take me to the shower, but I just wanted to stay here, with him, in a post-orgasmic daze.

But the longer we lie here in silence, the more I know I need to say what needs to be said.

“We need to talk about what just happened.” I lift my head off his shoulder and roll my body so my forearm is on his chest and I’m looking at him.

“No, we don’t. The fucking said everything we were trying to say.” That calm and controlled look tells me he isn’t worried about where we are heading from here.

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