Page 66 of The Desire

He rolls me on the bed so I’m on my back and he’s on his elbow leaning over top of me, surrounding me in the best possible way. He runs his other hand up the side of my waist and over my breast, his thumb rubbing across my nipple.

In my head I’m screaming the word no, over and over again because it will hurt too many people, but my body is already betraying me. Both his hands are on my body as the heat from his stare burns my skin all over. He has the look of a man about to devour his prize written all over his face, yet he is still holding back. But when he looks at me like this, I don’t have the power to say no to him; in fact, I can’t speak at all right now.

Slowly he starts to spin my body on to my side so that I’m facing away from him. I was fooling myself if I thought it was just his intense look of longing that has me in a heightened state. As he wraps his arms around my body from behind and licks his way up my neck, his tongue drags a shiver with it.

His arms move under my body, and he pulls me tighter to his chest. As one hand drops down between my legs and his other onto my breast again, both squeeze me simultaneously, and that deep rasp of a voice is in my ear.

“Answer me, El.” He bites down on my ear, and I’m screaming out before I have time to stop it.

“Yes! Okay, yes! I need you!” He has me, and I can’t stop the throbbing in my core that I’m craving for him to make it go away.

“Fear brings need, but desire brings want…” He nips my neck as he moves toward my lips. “And I fucking want you!” He leans around me, his mouth taking mine with pure desperation as I turn instinctively toward him.

Rem’s body is driving me insane, the way he has me captured so I can’t move. All I can do is surrender to his control of me and let go. I forget about the rules, the reasons, and everything that frightened me enough to push me into his bed again. But the truth is, I have been longing for this so hard I think I’ve been secretly manifesting it in my dreams.

My body is burning, and all I want is to have my skin touching his. My cotton pajamas are grating on me like sandpaper, and I’m desperate to be free of everything between us. I press my breast harder into Rem’s hand as he continues to take my breath and every last part of my resolve to stop this from happening.

“Ohhh, yes.” I can’t hold back as he pinches my nipple and pulls it at the same moment his hand slides under the elastic of my shorts. And the moment one of his fingers finds the top of my pussy, I start trembling with anticipation.

“You think you need me, but I think it’s more than that. Isn’t it, El?” His damn finger is now purposefully touching me on either side of my clit, teasing me but not giving me what I’m desperate for.

“Rem, please.” I’m begging now, and I can tell by the change in his breathing that he likes it.

“Answer the question, El.” His hot breath is on my neck again, and he gives me the faintest kisses, again holding back because he loves seeing me so aroused and hanging on his every move.

Shaking my head, I refuse to give him the satisfaction.

“I don’t believe you, beautiful.” He moves his hand away from my breast and walks his fingers down my stomach and pulls my shirt up tantalizingly slowly. “I can read you and your body, babe, and I know the answer… but I want… to hear… you say it.” His whole hand is cupping my pussy, and I can’t help but buck against it, trying to get some relief.

“What you need is to feel safe and protected… but what you want is…?”

Knowing I’m almost about to lose it completely, he has me right where he wants me.

“Say it.” His filthy whisper in my ear breaks every resolve I was trying to hang on to.

“You!” I scream. “I want you…” The moment the words leave my lips, he pushes hard on my clit and slips another finger instantly inside me. His large hand is now ravaging my bare breast, and the roughness of his skin on mine is like heaven.

But it’s the deep guttural growl next to my ear and the words that make me fly over the edge of my orgasm that has been hovering at the surface.

“Fuck the rules, you’re mine, and I don’t fucking care who knows it.” He sinks his teeth into the base of my neck as it curves at my shoulder, and the pain feels intense and euphoric as he continues sucking my skin.

My mouth is open, and I want to scream, but not a sound escapes as all rational thought is taken by the wave of my orgasm. Small convulsions keep my pussy chasing his hand, wanting more, but the sensitivity is like needles on my skin.

Rem slowly strokes my body, and as I come down from my initial high, I can feel his hardened cock pushing against my ass. But he isn’t rushing me for more; instead, it’s me that is ravenous for his body. It’s the spell he weaves over me whenever we come together. I can’t get enough of whatever he wants to offer me.

Reaching behind me, I push my hand between our bodies and clamp down on his cock. He lets out a moan of how much he wants my hands on him. As he starts to roll my body, he releases me so I can see his face and the creases in his forehead. Biting down on his bottom lip, he is obviously trying to stop this from being over too soon.

“Naked now!” He pulls my hand away from his cock and is up off the bed, leaving me feeling the absence of his body heat around me.

Before I move, his boxer shorts hit the floor, and his naked ass is disappearing into the bathroom. The extra light into the room with the door now fully open is harsh on the eyes, but the sight of him striding back toward me, his penis hard and bouncing off his stomach is enough to have me quickly pushing my sleep shorts down, sitting up, and pulling off the shirt that was already halfway up my chest anyway, throwing it onto the floor.

Moving to the end of the bed, he rips the condom packet with his teeth and quickly rolls it down his cock that is obviously sensitive from being so turned on. I see him wince at his own touch, the veins protruding and the head ready with pre-come already leaking.

Now with more light in the room, I can see the power of my man standing before me.

I’m not even going to correct the statement. He’s mine, and I’m not sure I can let him go after this.

I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but tonight, I’m letting myself be his El, and he is my Rem.

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