Page 56 of Love's Hot

“The only fun I’m looking for is playing with more toys. Now get moving, time’s a wasting, woman.” He slaps me on the ass as I get up to walk across the room to retrieve my bag. I give myself the mental pep talk: ‘Come on, you just cuffed yourself naked to his bed, this can’t be any more embarrassing than that. Pull your sassy pants up, woman!’

Pulling the shopping bag out, Kane is already grinning at the plain brown paper bag. They don’t want to embarrass you, so the packaging is plain and inconspicuous. The contents, however, are far from plain and boring.

I could drag this out or just get the humiliation over with all in one go. I tip the bag upside down on the bed next to him. His eyes almost pop out of his head.

“Oh, Red, we are going to have so much fun here tonight. What an interesting assortment of goodies you’ve brought in your basket. The wolf is hungry. I think he needs to eat. Let’s start with the edible undies and chocolate paint. This is going to be so much fun. Get over here now.” He reaches up and grabs my hand, pulling me on top of him on the bed. Before I know it, we’re rolling around on the bed laughing and arguing about who gets to use the paint first.

The night gets crazy and we proceed to test out the different vibrators I have, including the vibrating cock ring, which barely fits around Kane. I got an extra-large, but they need another size bigger than that called wolf size. I’m not sure who enjoyed that one more, him or me. His neighbors might be asking some questions tomorrow. I screamed so loud when we climaxed together, I’m sure they heard it all. I never knew it was possible to come so many times in one night.

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I have no idea what time it is. We’re both just lying wrapped together on the bed. Hot, wet and sticky. Kane suggested we need to shower but neither of us have the energy to get up.

“Have you ever been fucked to the point you don’t even have the energy to move?” he asks in a low whisper into the darkness.

“Yes, five minutes ago, in this bed by a big bad wolf. I don’t think I’m capable of anything more than sleep right now,” I answer.

“Let’s do that then. Sleep now and shower in the morning. I don’t want to let you go. I want you stuck to me all night. Literally.” He quietly chuckles to himself.

I slap his chest. “You’re disgusting, but I’m too tired to disagree.” I start to snuggle in tighter and Kane reaches down to pull the quilt over the top of us. The music is still playing in the background in a peaceful low level. It’s like a lullaby helping me to fall into dreamland. The thoughts that are in my head as I drift off are not ones I can share. I don’t want to scare him away. They’re safe just as dreams for the moment.

Tonight, has been the most amazing night of my life. For the first time I have found a man who totally gets me. All of me. The sassy, the confident, the demanding, the vulnerable, soft and caring. But then there is the submissive lover part to me that I never knew existed, and he totally owns that too.

As I give in to sleep, I hear Kane’s breathing evening out. I’m right where I belong. Right where I want to stay from now on.

Kane

I’ve never had a night where I have literally fucked myself to exhaustion.

Last night was insane.

Everything I could have ever asked for.

I’ve been lying her for the past hour just listening to music and watching Lilly sleep in my arms. I’ve memorized every line on her face. The way her cheekbones run across her face. The length of her eyelashes as they lie on her skin while her eyes are closed. How long it takes between each of her breaths as she breathes in her sleep. Feeling the softness of her hair and the silkiness of her skin. I need to remember every square inch of her.

How am I going to do this?

Last night she laid herself wide open for me. Gave me every single ounce of her soul. Using it at times to tell me things she can’t yet voice.

Now I’m going to crush her heart and tear it apart. Push her to walk away while I watch her leave a trail of blood behind her. She’s not the only one this is going to devastate.

I feel her breathing start to change slightly, then her body moves a little. My heart starts beating hard in my chest in anticipation.

“Morning,” she says looking up at me with such gorgeous eyes like I hang the moon for her. I lean down and kiss her forehead, holding my lips there that little bit longer just to savor. I inhale her beautiful scent of seduction mixed with the smell of sex.

I hear the song change and Meghan Trainor and John Legend start with ‘I’m gonna love you like I’m gonna lose you’. I’m lost in the two voices saying all the words I’m feeling. The ones I can’t say but I know I can show Lilly. Just one last time, but this one’s different.

I start to kiss her softly on the mouth. I want this to be more than fucking, I want her to feel everything I can’t tell her out loud.

“You are everything. Never forget that,” I whisper as I kiss her and slowly slide inside her. She opens willingly to me, her eyes fixed on mine. Our rhythm is perfect and sensual. There’s no rush. We need to savor every second. I wish I could tell her that, so she knows to hang on to every memory. Part of me senses she already knows. Reality is, though, that’s just my guilt trying to make me feel better. How could she know, that by making hot, sweet love to her I’m saying goodbye in the only way I can.

We’re both riding the emotions as we’re close to the final climax. I want to pull out to make it last longer, but nothing is going to stop me from feeling this moment of the release of love. Looking down at Lilly as she arches her back, her mouth open and head back. She is so beautiful. In the throes of ecstasy, she finally lets herself go. Calling my name from her lips as I pump every last drop of myself into her. Telling her over and over in my head, how much I love her and always will.

My little Red

You will always be my little Red.

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