Page 109 of Becoming Selfish

She sits further back, almost on my knees, causing my fingers to leave her warmth as she runs her hands over the top of my boxers. Keeping my eyes locked on hers, she keeps her eyes on my hardening bulge. She swallows before putting a hand on either side of my hipbone, fingertips dancing around, building up the tension. She begins to tug, so I lift myself up off the bed as she pulls my briefs down. Her eyes widen, and her mouth drops open as I come into view. Her eyes darken over, almost blacken, as she takes me in.

I know I’m well-endowed. However, I don’t know if she realizes this because I don’t know if she has anything to compare it to. But judging by the look of shock on her face, I would assume she realizes just how blessed I am down there.

She continues to look down at my rock-hard guy, standing at attention and begging for her touch. Her plump lips part and I can’t help but imagine them being wrapped around me one day. As eager as I am, I’m going to let her take her time and figure out what she wants to do. I cup her face, and as I’m about to lean in to kiss her, she slides her fingers down my shaft.

I throw my head back on the headboard as I hiss an inhale.

“Fuck,” is all I can say on my exhale.

She grips me with the perfect amount of pressure as she glides her hand down my length. Keeping my eyes closed, I take in every movement she makes. As her fingers make their way up again, she uses her thumb to wipe the bead of moisture from the tip, causing me to jerk in her grasp.

“Oh my god, baby,” I growl between clenched teeth, trying not to come on contact from finally having her skin on mine.

She scoots closer, hugging me with her thighs, as her tiny black panties and my guy meet. Just losing that one layer of fabric from my briefs is about to send me over the edge. She continues to grind against me as her hand keeps its movements, sliding up and down my shaft, while her pussy adds to the friction. She grabs my chin with her other hand and presses her mouth to mine. I try to focus on her lips, exploring them and tasting her, because if not, her body is going to make my explode.

Her confidence in bed with me is one of my new favorite things about her. I love watching her take control and feel sexy. However, I need to take some control back because I want to make her to feel as good as I do right now.

Sliding my hands around, I grip her ass, picking her up with me as I fall forward and lie her on her back. I’m hovering over her, butt ass naked, as her soft legs wrap around me. I’m so fucking tempted to rip these little panties off of her, but I know that once the barrier is gone, I’ll be far too tempted to push myself into heaven. And I’m not going there until she tells me she’s ready, no matter how many times a day I think about what it will feel like.

I lean back on my knees while I’m between her legs with my ass sitting against my heels. I can’t believe my perfect girl is in my bed right now, almost entirely naked, with her legs generously opened for me. I let my fingers explore her frame as they run over her smooth skin. They form a trail across her collarbone, circling her breasts, and over her curvy hips as I memorize every rise and fall of her flawless body.

I’m the luckiest son of a bitch to love this woman and hopefully have her feel the same about me one day. I want her to feel just how much I love her because even if I can’t say it, I can show her.

Slipping my hand into that silky black fabric, I find her again. At the same time, I surround her nipple with my mouth, continuing to tease her body with my fingers and my tongue. Lacing my other hand through hers, I hold her arm above her head against the mattress.

“Baby,” she cries out between strained breaths as she arches up and into me.

“Does that feel good?” I look up at her through hooded eyes. Her head is thrown back against the bed, and her eyes are squeezed shut as she bites down on her lower lip.

“So good,” she breathes as a satisfied smile creeps across my lips, grazing her tit.

She pushes her heels to the back of my thighs, silently begging me to come closer. As I do, my rock-hard dick glides against her silky black panties, her folds on either side of me.

“Fucking Christ, Logan,” I growl into her neck as I repeat the motion again.

Above our heads, she keeps one hand intertwined with mine, pushed into the mattress, as she finds my cock with her other. I gently bite down on her shoulder as her fingertips tease me until finally, they grip around my dick. I dip my opposite hand back into her panties, needing to get her to the edge with me because, quite honestly, I’m already there.

My chest is pressed down on hers so tightly that I can feel every rapid rise and fall her lungs make. My cock has the perfect position—sliding over her barely-covered pussy while her hand strokes me. I continue to rub and circle Logan’s clit with my fingers, remembering what she liked from the last time I did this.

The room is mixed with moans and whimpers as Logan’s legs tightening around me. I can tell she’s close, and I need to get her there so I can release.

“Eli,” she cries out, arching into me, her eyes rolling back and her lips parting open. Watching her come is enough to make me join her, even if I wasn’t already there. I love watching what only I can do to her. I love seeing her this way because of me.

“Fuck.” I jerk in Logan’s hand, reveling in my release as every muscle in my body contracts. I probably should’ve warned her that I was about to come all over her stomach, but from the speed and pressure her hand moved against me, I think she already knew.

After a few moments, I look down between us, at my seed covering Logan’s abdomen, and not to sound like an egotistical maniac, but it does something to me. It reminds me that she’s mine.

Logan’s pussy is still pulsing on my fingertips as I stare at the beautiful girl beneath me.

“Told you that you were going to have to shower when I was done with you.” My smirk is all arrogance.

Her cheeks begin to pink as she chuckles, shyly swatting my arm as if she didn’t just take me to heaven with her hand. I lean down to my girl and kiss her lips, then her tattoo.

Chapter 59

Logan

E: Call you tonight after my game.

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