Page 46 of Sinful Touch

I think of myself as a wrecking ball who has come into his life, and we are both trying to play catch-up.

“Eat, Darlin, then we will go,” he says, taking the plates in his hand. Then he turns to face me.

“Yes, Sir,” I whisper. He places the plate in front of me, and I grab the fork.

His eyes are burning into me. A groan leaves him as he picks up his coffee cup and takes a sip.

I love that I can affect him as much as he affects me. He keeps his eyes on me as I take a bite of my eggs.

I will never understand what he sees when he looks at me, but I plan on spending the rest of my life showing him and helping him to understand what I see when I look at him.

Jax pulls the bike up to the trail and turns off his bike. I remove my helmet and slowly get off, setting the helmet in my spot. He gets off the bike and grabs the backpack, pulling it over his shoulder. He zips up his black jacket and reaches out his hand to me. I take it without needing to think.

He begins to lead me down the trail. The clouds are over our heads, and by the way they look, it is going to rain soon, which I think was part of his surprise—us getting caught out in the rain together.

He acts big and tough, but he has no idea how much of a book-boyfriend he is turning out to be.

To the outside world, they think they know him, but no one knows him, not the way I do.

I rest my head against his arm as we continue to walk down the trail heading deeper into the woods.

He stays quiet as we make our way through the woods.

He said he wanted to take me to the waterfall, which is the whole reason he bought the land, but I think he bought this place because he needed an escape from what the outside world was asking him to be.

I still don't know his past or what he has been through, but I do know he doesn’t trust easily. His walls are a mile high, and for some reason, they came crashing down for me.

“You okay, Darlin?”

“What, yeah, I’m good,” I say as I look forward. I can see an opening at the end of the trail, and I can hear the water nearby. We must be getting close.

“This is our place now. You can come here whenever you need to escape the outside world, Darlin,” he says with pride.

“Thank you."

“For what?” He asks.

“Knowing that I need a place like this,” I confess to him.

“I will give you whatever you want, Lil. All you have to do is ask, and it is yours, just like I am,” he says softly as we both stop.

I look over the waterfall and the small pond that has been created because of it.

Jax releases my hand and removes his backpack, I watch him closely as he kneels and opens the bag, pulling out a blanket, and some food and drinks for us.

I smile as I take a few steps towards the waterfall. It is breathtaking.

I feel the rain starting to fall, I take in a deep breath of the fresh air, I have never felt so free in my entire life.

Signing the contract to belong to Jax helped me become free from my mother, Chad, and anyone else who would try to control me. I gave Jax everything; in return, he saved me in every way someone could be saved.

Jax comes up behind me and kisses my neck as she grabs the bottom of my shirt. I lift my arms. He pulls back and lifts my shirt up and over my head. He grabs onto my leggings as I step out of my sandals, and he lowers them down with my underwear and tosses them to the side. He stands up and circles me, stopping in front of me.

He removes his jacket, then his shirt, I look down as he reaches down and unzips his boots and tosses them to the side with his socks, he unbuttons his pants and pulls them down with his boxers.

He steps out of them, kicking them to the side. I walk into him, resting my hands on his chest. He leans down, connecting his lips to mine as he wraps his arms tightly around me.

The rain continues to fall around us and on us as he starts to lower us both to the ground. I position myself on his lap, resting my knees on the ground on either side of him; I lift myself as his eyes stay locked on me; I open my mouth his tongue enters as he grabs onto his hard cock, placing the tip at my entrance. I slowly lower down onto his cock.