Page 180 of Goodbye Note

we pull each other down

high, low, this is just how it goes

we can’t go Back

to figure out where to start

back to hearts As Dark

LikelY always apart

“How many fucking times do I have to listen to one of his albums and know I made the wrong choice?” I didn’t even know why I said it to Vallen. He was probably so sick of my shit.

“This is less fun than the other listening parties where we rag on him,” Fox said, making a face.

Funeral March

bit the bullet and took two to the chest

stood by your side and i didn’t object

church bells ringing for a song i won’t be singing

i still think about the way you looked at me that day

when you pinned that flower to my chest

does she know what you said?

church bells Ringing for a song i won’t be singing

love we claim we lost

gave up

gave in

did what we were told

and if i’m honest, i regret it tO this day.

i’ll never look at flowers the same way

petals dropped

i should’ve begged you to stop

‘till death do us part

and here is the funeral march

Church bells ringing for a song i won’t be singing

as i sat in the first pew watching my future fade away

in a sea of happy tears, i mourned what would never be

carrying the weight of all the words we didn’t say

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