Page 157 of Goodbye Note

“You’re good, I’ll give you that, but no.” He glanced over his shoulder, stepping out onto the back deck, fully nude. “There is a hammock out here under the covered area. Come watch the rain with me.”

I would have never even dreamed of going to watch the storm together, let alone naked. But he wrapped the blanket around our shoulders before we got in. We adjusted for a very precarious minute before it settled. He was behind me, lips on my neck, his arm draped over my body.

I’d never been so thoroughly loved and cared for.

I relaxed into his arms as the clouds rolled over the water.

We were quiet for a long time, and I began to wonder whether he’d fallen asleep.

“If I wasn’t scared of falling out of a hammock, I’d have my dick between your thighs.”

“Are you ready to go again?” I asked, reaching behind me like I could somehow get a hand between us and find his dick in the tangle of us.

His laugh tickled the back of my neck while pressing his cock against the small of my back. “Are you not?”

“I am now.” Very fucking gently, I rocked into him.

His groans filled my ears. “We are going to die, but I’m okay with that.”

“Careful, slow movements. Do you think you can get off like this?”

“I think you could get me off with a look alone. I get to touch you and I’m coming.”

I slid an arm behind me, grabbing whatever part of him I could get to, fingers digging into flesh, encouraging. “I want you to come.”

“On your back?”

“On any part of me you want.”

He bit the curve of my neck, fucking himself against me. His breath came hot against my neck as he got more forceful. The hammock rocked, but only enough to remind him to be careful.

He hooked his thigh over my hips, cock slipping between my thighs to nudge against my balls. I stroked my cock. His hips tethered to mine, we moved together, losing ourselves to pleasure.

We dozed and then moved inside with the sunrise, cleaning off before falling into bed. We slept tangled together for hours.

I snuck out when the sun was high, making coffee and digging through all the food they’d stocked the house with. I found an assortment of fresh pastries in a box and put them on a tray to bring back to bed.

His gaze lingered where my robe opened when I walked back in.

I’d found it in the closet and only tied the belt loosely. “Good morning.”

“Is that for me?”

“It is because I’m the best boyfriend. Breakfast in bed.” I set the tray on the nightstand and climbed back into bed.

We drank coffee and ate, not getting out of bed until noon.

“I’ve never had sex like that,” I said as we pulled clothes on to go for a walk.

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t know how to describe it. It was transcendent. Our connection.”

He kissed my temple. “It’s unlike any other.”

We walked, but not hand in hand. We weren’t stupid, but we were close enough our pinkies brushed.

“I’ve been thinking about coming out.”

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