Any way I can get him.
“Fuck, Red, you’re soaked.”
“Elliot,” I gasp as he slides his finger deep, curling it the way I like.
“What do you want, Red? Tell me. Use your words.”
“I… More. I want more.”
“Fuck yeah, you do.” He adds another finger, stretching me, gliding his thumb over my clit in perfect synchrony.
My skin flushes, my blood heating as I lose myself to the addictive sensations.
My head rolls back as my eyes shutter. Six months ago, I would never have dreamed letting anyone touch me in this way. But Elliot has unlocked a part of me I never want to cage again.
But only with him.
“I love you,” I murmur, my breaths coming choppy and hard as he pushes me towards the edge.
“Come for me, Abigail.” He presses his fingers deeper, so deep it hurts. But I like the sting. It spreads through me, cresting and then crashing like a giant tidal wave.
“Oh God… God,” I pant, my fingers curled into the sides of the lounger.
“Fuck, that was hot.” Elliot slowly withdraws his fingers bringing them to his mouth and sucking them clean.
Despite my post-orgasm bliss, my stomach clenches violently, a bolt of desire going through me.
“Maybe we can?—”
“Later,” he says gruffly. “If we’re missing from class…”
“Of course.”
There goes my happy bubble.
I smooth my skirt down and sit up, running a hand through my hair, not daring to look at him.
I need a second.
To think.
To catch my breath.
To try and calm my tired, weary heart.
“You good?” he asks, sliding his hand into the back of my hair and collaring my neck. I finally lift my eyes to his.
“Like you said we should get back.”
His expression hardens and he offers me a sharp nod.
“It won’t always be like this, I promise.” He pulls me in, pressing a lingering kiss to my forehead. “I love you. So fucking much.”
“I know you do.”
Loving me isn’t the issue.
Because everyone knows sometimes love isn’t enough.