Page 4 of Puck & Her Blades

You’ll earn your own gold one day, my Alpha mom told me. Then we’ll be proud.

But now, they’ll never be proud of me.

My fall on the ice in the finals broke my leg in five places.

Broke me.

As a nervous habit, I twist the steel bracelet at my wrist. I trace over the twisted R that hangs like an ugly charm from it, holding technology inside that will alert the cops, if I try to remove it.

Every Reject has to wear one by law.

The Rej bracelet’s fastened too tightly, and I wince, as it rubs my skin.

There are two reasons to be marked as a Rej.

Be defective

Be rebellious.

The fall damaged my leg enough for me to be classified as defective.

So, it’s fucking ironic that Lopez claims that there’s nothing wrong with me.

I should have been marked rebellious a long time ago, but my parents liked me to act strong. They hated me to show weakness like my desperate need for soft blankets, nests, or touch.

I still crave those things.

I can’t help it.

Is it wrong to love my Omega dynamic? Is it weak to be an Omega?

I don’t truly know how to be one. My parents never allowed me to have Omega friends, in case I learned traits from them that would distract me from my training schedule.

Will my new pack contain a male Omega?

I hope so.

I can’t help smiling.

I’ve longed to connect with another Omega.

I’ve read online about how amazing it is to fuck another Omega because they truly know how to make you wet. Plus, all the Omega on Omega porn can’t be wrong, right?

Is dominating male Omegas a kink? Because it’s top of my list.

I’ve been kept chaste without even toys to help me for a year. I deserve a cute male Omega, along with a ribbed knotted double ended dildo to ride us both into a panted mess.

Deserve, damn it.

If I get my adorable Omega, I’m going to be feral and possessive.

I need that.

Before I was trapped in the Institute, I held a secret, which would have wrecked me as surely as crashing out on the ice.

I’m a secret member of the illegal Omega resistance.

I may not go on missions to rescue abused Omegas but I do keep a blog that exposes abuses within sport.

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