Page 11 of Scared Love

“Alright, I’ll wait for the details and leave once I have a

plan.”

As I leave Pops’ study, I couldn’t shake off this feeling of

emptiness that had been gnawing at me lately. I wanted a

family like Marco’s - someone to come home to and love

unconditionally. My thoughts drift towards Sarah, Marco’s

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wife. She is so beautiful with long golden hair that flows

down her back to the top of her ass and her eyes are so

blue; almost the color of the sky on a sunny day.

Glancing out the window to the back yard, I watch as

Marco’s son, Matteo, runs towards him, laughing as Marco

scoops him up into his arms. I couldn’t help but feel

envious - I have never experienced that kind of love and

happiness before.

Marco is now in charge of the family since Pops retired,

but I want out. I’m done with this life, but I know they will

never let me leave alive. I want to be able to have a wife

and kids without putting them in danger. I just can’t handle

it anymore. I want that white picket fence life.

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2 Weeks Later…..

“Hey Vince! Are you good?” Marco asks.

I turn around and force a smile. “Yeah. Yeah I’m

good.”

“You look distracted, you sure?” Marco asks, concern

etched onto his face.

“Yeah, last night’s job took longer than expected so I

didn’t get much sleep,” I lie.

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