Page 48 of Bound by Adoration

“So now what?” I asked. “What happens between the three of us?” Would there even be an us?

Raid reached and grabbed my hand, holding it tight. “I don’t have an answer for ya. I love you, Nyx, and I’m not goin’ anywhere when it comes to you. If that means Liam and I have to deal with each other and get over our pasts, then we’ll work on it.”

“I’m not goin’ anywhere, Nyx,” Liam said. “I’m in this full steam ahead. I can’t leave you. Don’t want to ever again.”

My heart warmed. “Friends? You think you two can be friends and what … share me?” I asked, my body tingling at the thought.

“I don’t put labels on shit, babe. Told you that. I know we’ll work it out because we both want to be here with you. Will it be easy? Fuck no. I’d rather have you all to myself. But if the only way I can have you is to have him too, then that’s how it is,” Raid told me, and my heart felt like it was growing in my chest.

“You don’t think you and Liam could go back to a relationship?” I asked. “An intimate relationship?”

Liam’s gaze went to Raid, waiting for the answer. “Not sure if that’s in the cards for us, gorgeous.”

“Not what you said at the clubhouse a while back,” Liam tossed in.

“What? You’ve seen each other since you left?” The damn story continued to develop. Yes, their past was way more than casual. Hopefully this opened Raid’s eyes.

“Oh yeah. Saw him at the clubhouse after my father’s death. He was on his knees before me suckin’ my dick,” Liam told me, and my mouth went dry.

The vision of those two in that position plastered itself into my mind. Fuck yes. Raid sucking, licking, and rubbing Liam’s cock while he cried out in pleasure.

Fuck yes.

There was hope. Lots of it, it appeared.

“Thanks for bringin’ that one up. Let’s throw everything out there. It’s not like we have other shit that really needs our attention,” Raid said on a grumble.

It all came crashing back down on me.

I had a plan. A plan to keep these men safe.

And if I were gone, they’d find their way back to each other.

I knew it. There was so much between them.

They would be happy.

Without me.

17

NYX

If this was my last night, I would make the most of it.

“Gotta tell ya. That’s a hell of an image in my head now.” My eyes were probably dreamy at this point as my body electrified, thinking of my two guys together. It surprised me, though, that Raid would be on his knees. I’d think it was the other way around.

“You like the thought of him on his knees, hands wrapped around squeezing my ass and sucking me off?” Liam said, moving closer to me on the bed. His heat surrounded me as his lips came to my neck in a whisper of a touch. My core clenched hard as the visual was getting better and better.

I tilted my neck, giving him better access as my eyes closed in want and need. His lips were so soft, and when his tongue snaked out licking a trail, my entire body shuddered. It had been so long since I’d felt Liam. I’d missed him so much, and his touch was magical.

A hand skated up my leg, then my arm, and I knew instantly it was Raid. His touch was rougher. His smell of leather surrounded me as he moved closer, trailing kisses up my arm.

All the stimulation from these two was setting my body from cold to wild.

Liam left my neck, and I whimpered in protest until he took my lips and kissed me hard, deep, and with so much built up passion I’d thought I’d burn on the spot.

Raid’s lips came to my neck as he sucked deep, no doubt leaving a mark on me. But with both their lips on me, I didn’t care one single bit. They could both mark me up as much as they wanted to.

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