Page 25 of Zade (Den of Sin)

“Taste your delicious cunt,” he says with a groan before he thrusts his tongue into my mouth. Gripping my hair tight, he holds me in place where he wants me as he licks at the inside of my mouth, I suck on his tongue, causing a growl to erupt from his chest. When he flips us over in one quick move I squeal, wrapping his big hand around my jaw he stares at me with heat in his gaze, “Do you still want this?”

“Yes,” I whisper. There is nothing that could make me say no. I know my heart is going to break tomorrow. I don’t want him for only tonight but I’ll take what I can get. While my best friend sold her virginity to some random man, I wanted Zade to take mine. I trust him with my life and I know he’ll make it feel good even though it will hurt too.

“Since you’re on birth control, I’m not wearing a condom. I want to feel your cunt bare.”

My eyes widen in response because while I’ve been on birth control since I was fourteen I have no idea how he knows.

He chuckles, “I’ve been paying for it since day one, baby girl.”

Burying his face in my neck he groans, “This fucking scent,” he runs his tongue down my neck as he moves lower, “I love it and I hate it because I’m never going to get the way you smell out of my mind. As much as I’ll try, I’ll never be able to forget this,” he says, sounding pained.

Trailing his tongue down my body, he stops and lavishes licks and kisses on my abdomen, “Spread your legs, wide.”

Kneeling between my legs, he pushes a finger inside me, causing me to gasp, while circling his thumb over my clit.

“Fuck. So tight. Relax for me, if you can’t take a finger you won’t be able to take my dick.”

I do my best to stay calm but as much as I want this, I’m terrified. I can’t control the tremble in my body, he slips a second finger inside me, “It’s okay to be afraid of the unknown but I’ll take care of you.”

The way his gaze devours my body makes me feel like I might burst into flames. He pulls his fingers out and slams them back in, when he makes a scissor motion inside me I feel my core pulsing around his long fingers and reach up and grip his biceps as I cry out.

He pulls his fingers out and sucks them clean and winks at me, “What’s your safeword?”

I arch an eyebrow, “Peanut butter.”

“Good girl. If you say that I’ll stop.”

Zade strokes himself, and with a grin, he says, “I know you like watching me fuck my hand but I need that cunt.”

He presses his cock inside me, the first inch already hurts and I have no idea how I’ll take it all.

“Rub your clit for me, baby girl.”

Pushing in a little further he groans, “Fuck. I knew you’d feel like this.”

I run circles on my clit as he keeps pushing in further and further, the burning is intense, I bite my lip to stop myself from screaming but he growls, “I want every fucking sound. Do not hold anything back.”

“Please just do it. All the way.”

He stares at me with concern, “It’s going to hurt worse if I do that.”

I reach up and touch his chest, “I don’t care. Please. Fuck me like you would any other woman.”

Moving over me, he places a hand on the mattress on either side of me and pushes inside me completely, causing me to gasp. All the air leaves my lungs with an intense burning pain between my legs. Tears fall down my cheeks and I hate it, I don’t like feeling weak. He kisses my wet face, “It’s okay, baby girl. It’ll feel good soon.”

He pulls out most of the way and thrusts back into me over and over again. He’s right. The pain begins to subside and is replaced with pleasure. I drag my fingers over his back, I love feeling his skin. Zade picks up the pace, fucking me faster, “Come on Daddy’s cock, baby girl.”

I know from my friends that a lot of girls, maybe most, don’t come when they lose their virginity. I want to be able to give him what he wants but I’m not sure it’ll be possible. According to Cyndi, some experienced women don’t come from penetration. Then he changes his angle slightly and hits something inside me I didn’t know existed. I moan loudly, embarrassingly, as I feel my insides clench around him.

“Fuck yes, strangle my cock with that pretty pussy.”

“Daddy,” I whimper as I feel that familiar pull in my core. He doesn’t stop or slow down, he keeps driving into me, fucking me through my orgasm.

“Good girl. My good girl.”

Again tears stream my cheeks as I take in his words.I want to be his.There is nothing I want more but I know I never will be. The emotions I feel are strong and with him buried inside me, I realize I’m falling in love with Zade, the last man I should fall for because he’ll never love me back. Not in that way. I know he loves me but he’s not in love with me and he’ll never allow himself to be. He pulls out and snaps his hips forward repeatedly as I dig my nails into his back, “Fuck. I can’t last any longer,” he groans.

He comes with the most delicious grunt I’ve heard in my life, as I feel his length pulse inside me, “I wish you could be mine,” he says and I know from the surprised expression on his face he didn’t mean to say it out loud.

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