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I could pretend I didn’t hear it but I don’t, “Me too,” I say as the sadness squeezes my chest like a vice. My heart bleeds for this man. I don’t blame him, I knew what I was getting into. I knew this was the only night I’d spend with him this way. I fight back the tears threatening to fall, I’m determined to enjoy every second I get with Zade like this. It’s easy to get wrapped in wanting more. That’s how you miss out on the beautiful moments of life. Always wanting more, never being satisfied with the gift in front of you. So I choose to cherish this fleeting moment. I’ll worry about tomorrow, tomorrow. The great Eleanor Roosevelt saidTomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why we call it 'The Present'. She wasn’t wrong. This is a gift, he is a gift.

Zade rolls over and pulls me onto his chest, “You did so good, baby girl.”

I giggle, “Thank you. I told you I wouldn’t need a safeword.”

He chuckles, “Our night is not over. You will use it, I’m sure of it. Look at me, Amira.”

I lift my head and look into the eyes that make my heart race and he continues, “There is no shame in using the safeword. It’s why I insisted on it. Some of the things I want to do to you require complete trust for both of us. You must trust I’ll stop if you safeword. It’s equally important that I know you’ll use the safeword if you reach your limit. There’s a reason it’s called a safeword. It keeps both parties safe. I want to test your limits, I don’t want to stomp all over them. If you can’t guarantee me you’ll use it when you need to we can’t do any more than we already have.”

“I promise but can I ask a few questions?”

ChapterSixteen

ZADE

“Of course, come here,” I take her into my arms, she lies beside me and stares at me with an expression that makes my heart pound. She is everything I wish I could keep but I know better. I will do what’s right for her, not simply what I want. I’m certainly capable of being a selfish man but not with Amira.

“Are you a Dom?”

“I am.”

Her eyes widen, “Are you going to beat me? I’ve seen that in a few movies.”

I chuckle, “No. I would never receive pleasure from hurting you.”

Her eyebrows scrunch up as she frowns, “Do you have a submissive?”

“Baby girl, if I did you would not be in my bed right now.”

“But you don’t want me to be your submissive?”

My heart nearly explodes. My mind screams, ‘Yes! I want that more than anything!’ but I can’t tell her that.

“No Amira, I don’t want that. Just tonight.”

She pulls her bottom lip between her teeth before she grins, “If I’m a good girl you might change your mind.”

I run my thumb down her cheek, “You are a good girl. There is nothing wrong with you. You are fucking perfect. But I can’t offer you more than tonight. I will not change my mind. You're my stepdaughter and I have to make sure you get everything you deserve out of life. Amira, you deserve far more than being the submissive of a forty-two-year-old man.”

Cupping her jaw I tilt her head back, “Please don’t ever think you’re not enough because you are. You’re so fucking beautiful, inside and out. One day, some man is going to be very lucky to call you his. Whoever he is, he won’t be me.”

“Okay,” she says with sad eyes but she quickly hides it.

“One last question and I’ll stop.”

I chuckle, “You can ask anything.”

“Do the others call you Daddy?”

“No, they don’t. Nobody has ever called me that. I had no idea I liked it until I heard it come from your sassy little mouth.”

She pushes me to my back, climbs over me, and sits on my cock, rubbing her pussy all over my length, arching an eyebrow she says, “That’s good. I like that. Let’s keep it that way,Daddy.”

Leaning over me, her hair tickles my skin as she drags her tongue all over my chest while maintaining eye contact with a smoldering look. Fuck. Those eyes could set any man on fire. But me? They make me want to be a selfish bastard. She trails her lips up my chest until she reaches my neck and licks and kisses me, she swipes the shell of my ear with her tongue and whispers, “Daddy. I want to suck your cock. Please, Daddy.”

Jesus fucking Christ. If there’s anything sexier than that I don’t know what it is. I love a submissive woman but there’s also something incredibly erotic about a woman that knows what she wants and isn’t afraid to ask for it.

“I can take a shower first.”

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