Page 73 of Lost & Found

I roll over to my side and pick up my phone. It’s only two-fifteen in the morning. I leave it on my side table and roll back over to try and get comfortable. I close my eyes and try to push everything else away if only for a few hours but as soon as I feel as though I can finally get some rest, I hear a shuffle at my door.

“Jax?” Hollis’ whisper reaches me in a sleepy tone.

I pull myself up to sit and look her way, though I can’t see much other than her silhouette.

“Are you awake?” she asks.

“Yeah, I’m up,” I answer back wondering if she can see any part of me as I sit up in my bed.

“I can’t sleep. I just wondered…” she trails off and I hope she’s about to ask what I think she is. I would want nothing more than to have her in my bed. Especially since I know how my body reacts to hers and how she calms for me.

I want all of her nights. I want to do everything I can to ease her mind and settle her soul. But I also don’t want to push it on her. So I wait for her to finish.

“It’s stupid. But do you mind?” I hear her walk closer to the bed and I see the shadow of her body approach before I feel her knee dip into the end of my bed.

I simply pull open the covers which allows her to crawl in and she does. She moves her body close to me and settles with her back to my chest before I toss the covers back over the both of us.

“I know this might be weird, but I really just wanted to be here with you. It felt strange sleeping by myself.” I love how fucking honest and straight forward she’s become. The Hollis I knew was never like that.

Then again, after you work hard to build up enough bravery to admit a secret to someone you trust, and they just shut you down, I can see why she was guarded. But I can tell she worked hard to get back to who she wanted to be and I’m so fucking proud of her for it.

“There’s nothing weird about this, Hollis. Never with you and me. I’m always here when you need me,” I tell her as I gently, and softly, wrap my arm around her body. I wait for her to protest, but she doesn’t so I wrap my hold on her a little tighter.

When we’re like this, it feels like no time has kept us apart. It feels like this is where we were meant to be all along. And the ache of knowing that she hurt for so long stomps a little harder on my chest because this all could have been avoided.

I lean into her a little closer, pulling her in toward me. But fuck, I need to be careful because having her so close to me like this makes me so fucking hard.

Hollis is so insanely pretty; it hurts my soul knowing that anyone else had the pleasure to have her. I never want that to be a possibility ever again.

I steady my hand above her face as I swipe her hair over her shoulder and behind her ear so it’s out of her face. I love the haircut she got in the months I hadn’t seen her. The shorter length adds to her bold demure.

I lean over slightly and pull myself into the crook of her neck. I hear her breathing get a little deeper right before I put my lips right behind the delicate skin just below her ear and I press a gentle kiss on her.

She cranes her neck slightly to allow me better access and I take the opportunity to leave more kisses across her skin. It pebbles under my lips as they warm her soft skin.

I hear her try to suppress a moan as my mouth works its way down toward her shoulder and then back up to her ear. She starts to wiggle a little and I can’t help it, I’m so fucking hard for this girl.

I take my only free hand—the other is stuck curled up under my head as she lays with her back to my chest—and I pull it under the covers and grip her hip. I can’t help but squeeze as I continue to kiss her, and she continues to hold back her moans. I can tell she’s sensitive here on the side of her neck, and I open my mouth and clamp down lightly with my teeth pressing into her skin. That gets her because her pleasure escapes her in the form of a whimper as I trace the small bite with my tongue.

“You deserve to relax after everything you went through today, Hollis,” I whisper into her neck. She nods her head giving me permission to do what I want to do. “I’m going to take care of you.”

The grip I have on her hips tugs her a little closer to me, her ass is now flush with my erection. I skate my hand down from her hip, over her stomach and into the waistband of the sweats she’s wearing.

My fingers brush passed the little patch of hair she has before I enter the heat of her pussy. She’s so fucking wet for me, and I can’t help but let out a small groan in her ear.

“Fuck, Hollis. You seriously don’t know what this fucking does to me.” She lets out another needy whine and I start pressing kisses into her neck again as I find the swell of her clit. I use my finger to rub over it gently, sucking on her neck and she’s so sensitive that her noises come naturally.

I feel her move a little under my hold and I notice that she’s lifted her shirt up and started playing with her nipples.Fuck, she’s incredible.

I continue to trail my finger through her pussy until I reach her entrance, which is slick with so much fucking arousal. I enter her, pressing my finger in as deep as I can go. She clenches me with her walls as she whimpers loudly.

Her hand reaches between us where she finds her grip on my cock and I swear it lights everything on fire around me, a burning hot heat igniting at my spine as she squeezes the head of my cock through my own sweatpants.

I push myself upward a little and tell her to roll to her back. My hand is still buried in her pussy, tucked under her pants. Her shirt is pulled up a bit and one of her tits bounces out. Our eyes have adjusted to the dark so I can see her reach back up with her hand and pinch her nipple between her fingers as I curl my finger inside her.

I place a knee between her spread legs, the opposite forearm keeps me up as I bring my mouth down to her exposed breast. She moves her hand so that I have access and I don’t hesitate to pull it between my teeth.

“Fuck!” she shouts as I let it go, then wrap my lips around her swollen peak.

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