Page 52 of Protecting Siena

Three Years Later

It almost seems like life has rushed past us the last three years. Nixon is growing like a damn weed, and part of me wishes that he would still little forever. Every day is a new adventure, and even though the first year was hard as fuck, Siena and I are in perfect sync.

Her father and brother’s deaths hit her hard, and it was a long road to get to where we are right now. She cried in my arms for weeks, if not months. There was nothing I could do, and I know that she blames me for their deaths. Hell, I killed her father and Tony. I watched as Gully shot her brother, and I took the blame for that as well.

I didn’t want her to hate Gully. He didn’t deserve her anger but I could deal with it. At the end of the day, she loves me, and even when she’s spitting nails angry with me, she always forgives me. She’s my better half, and I have no fucking clue where I would be without her by my side.

“Sloane.” I hear her voice coming from the bedroom and when I get to the doorway, I see her standing there in a pair of sexy as fuck heels and some skimpy lingerie.

“Nixon is with Gully for the night.” Her voice is a sexy whisper, and I can’t help but walk towards her.

Grabbing the back of her neck, I pull her to me and I look down at her mouth. She gets sexier as she gets older and I know she wouldn’t agree with me, but it’s fucking true.

“So I get my wife all to myself?” My eyes roam down her body, starting at her face. I pause when I get to her full tits, and then lower to her belly that carried our son for nine months. Next, I look at the ring on her finger.

I offered to buy her a new one when we got married, but she refused. She wanted the one I promised her forever with the first time. She grabs my left hand and holds it up in front of me. Her fingers lightly trail over the ring on my finger, and she grins. She leans forward and places her lips against my ring, and then pulls away.

When she turns to walk towards the bed, I can’t help but stare at her fucking ass. Fuck. It is so damn perfect. I can’t help but reach out and cup it, and give it a squeeze. She squeals and turns around to face me. Wrapping my arms around her waist, I pull her body flat against mine and I know she can feel my erection already digging into her soft stomach.

She tries to push me away, but I don’t let her. I know she still thinks that she’s fat since she gave birth, but I think I love her body even more now than I did before.

“Don’t,” I growl. She stops trying to fight me off, and I lean her over the bed. Her legs wrap around my hips as I pull my shirt over my head and toss it on the ground behind me. Undoing my jeans, I push them down my thighs and kick them off of my feet along with my boots.

Leaning back over Siena, I can see the love and lust written all over her face. I start at her hip and kiss up her body until she is squirming under me, practically begging me to fuck her.

Pulling her panties to the side, I guide my dick to her pussy and slowly start to slide in. Her fingers grip my arms and I can feel her nails digging into my skin. When I bottom out inside of her, I pause for a second and try to catch my breath.

Leaning down, I press my mouth to hers and I start to fuck her slowly. Every thrust is slow and deliberate. I own every inch of her body and it’s the same for her. She owns me - mind, body and soul. There isn’t a thing that anyone could do to take me away from her.

“Sloane,” she moans. I keep the slow pace and she raises her hips and pulls me to her, trying to change the pace. Grabbing her arms, I lift them over her head and hold them there.

“This isn’t your show, baby,” I whisper in her ear. Her body breaks out in chills and I go back to the pace I set before.

Each thrust is long and hard and after a few seconds, her legs are quivering and she’s ready to come. Putting both of her hands into one of mine, I take my free hand and run it down her chest and down to her belly. When my fingers spread over across her tummy, I can see her expression change.

Stopping my thrusts, I look her in the eyes. “Siena, stop. You’re fucking beautiful. I love knowing that you carried my son for nine months and you are sexier now than you ever were before.” Tears start to pool in her eyes and I lean down to kiss her. “I don’t give a fuck if you gain a hundred pounds baby, you will always be the most beautiful fucking woman I’ve ever put eyes on. It’s never going to change for me.” She tries to lean forward, but she can’t move with the way I have her arms.

Leaning down to her, she kisses me like never before. I know over the last two years, she’s wanted to lose the baby weight, but I don’t even see it. All I see is the beautiful woman in front of me. “I love you.” Her voice cracks and I kiss her like it’s my last time. I start to slowly fuck her again, and this time she doesn’t try to stop anything I’m trying to do, so I release her hands and grip the bed as I slam into her harder with each thrust.

“Oh God,” she moans. She’s on the edge, and I don’t let up with each stroke of my hips until she’s coming undone underneath me. A few more thrusts and I’m coming right after her, grunting out my release. Collapsing on top of her, I bury my face into her neck and take a few deep breaths.

She runs her fingers down my back and I move my head so I can look at her face. After a few minutes of silence, she finally looks over at me and I can see the small grin on her face.

“I don’t know how I got lucky enough to find you, but I am so glad I did.”

Kissing her neck, I give her my thoughts on the matter. “I’m. The. Lucky. One.” She starts to giggle and pushes me off of her. Slowly I pull out of her, and we both groan at the sensation.

Rolling over to my back, I scoot up the bed and pull Siena with me. “Darlin’, if you want to work out with me and Gully, you’re more than welcome to. Just know that I love every inch of your body just the way they are. If you want to lose the baby weight, then do it for yourself, not for me.” Her hand rests on my stomach and she cuddles into my side.

“I just feel fat,” she whispers. “I’ve never been this big in all my life.” Turning onto my side, I wrap my arm around her neck, and pull her mouth to mine.

“I love you just the way you are and that will never change. You can gain more weight when I knock you up again, and I’ll still fuck you every night like a starved man. I love you for being the mother to my son, the bitch you were when me met, the sexy vixen that shares a bed with me every night, and the wife I share my life with. Nothing will ever change any of those reasons for me. You’re it for me, and I wouldn’t change anything about it.”

She scoots her body closer to mine and I wrap my arms around her. The day we said our vows, I promised to love her during the good times and the bad. That will never change, and I sure as hell ain’t letting the best thing to ever happen to me walk away. “You’re stuck with me, baby.” She grins and places a soft kiss against my lips.

“I wouldn’t want to be stuck with anyone other than you, Sloane.” She cuddles into my side and I just can’t but watch her as she closes her eyes and falls asleep in my arms just like she does every night.

The vibration of my phone wakes me up in the middle of the night. Moving Siena’s sleeping body off of mine, I reach for my phone and see Gully’s name on the screen. Opening the message, I can’t help but laugh.

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