Then his lips brushed mine, and I stopped breathing.
Joshua Black, my best friend for forever, was kissing me, and even though I knew I needed to pull away, I couldn’t do it. I liked it too much.
He turned us, my back hitting the faux wood paneling wall. I spun a little with his quick movements mixed with all the drinks I had.
“This is wrong,” he said against my lips.
I reached down between us, cupping his hard-on through his jeans. “Then why does it feel so right?”
“Fuck.”
His kiss was hard and hurried, his firm body pressing into me. Throughout the years, Josh had made me feel many things, but the sensations skipping through my body every time he touched me were completely new.
His fingers dug into my hair before moving down the sides of my throat. I opened for him, kissing him like a seasoned professional even though technically I had never really been kissed this way. The forced kisses of the night I dare not speak of didn’t count.
He pulled back to catch his breath, and I sucked in one as well.
“Don’t stop,” I begged.
Begged.
Something I had never done in all my life.
A grin pulled at the side of his mouth, enjoying how crazy he was making me. Instead of waiting for him, I placed my palm on the back of his head and pulled his lips back to mine.
“So demanding,” he growled against my lips.
His fingers moved under my dress and up the back of my thighs, gliding over my ass and skimming my lower back before moving to the front and teasing my navel. I sucked in another breath through my nose and moaned on the exhale.
It was forward of me. I know it was, but I pushed his right hand lower until it was dipping into the top of my panties. He chuckled against my lips, knowing what I was obviously asking for. Then he gave me what I wanted, peeling back my panties to slide his hand inside until his finger skimmed me.
“Please, Josh,” I whined, thrusting my hips forward for his touch.
His finger slid down my slit, grazing my clit and making my knees shake. He moved lower until he was teasing my entrance with the tip of his finger, and I swore at that moment I was going to explode.
He circled my entrance, teasing me yet again, until I found myself wiggling and lowering, begging for him to put his finger inside me. He dipped inside with the tip of his finger.
“Is that what you want?”
I nodded, biting my bottom lip.
“Use your words, Jenny.”
“Stop fucking with me and do it.”
He chuckled again, his lips skimming my cheek. “Ask nicely.”
I growled in frustration. I was strung tight, my body throbbing for release.
I pressed my palm against the front of my panties, pushing his finger closer to where I wanted it.
“Nuh-uh. Ask nicely.”
“Fuck. Please, Josh.” My voice broke.
I had hit a new low, but since it was only Josh seeing me in my most vulnerable moment, I didn’t mind.
He gave me what I wanted, pushing his finger deep inside me.