Page 32 of You Make Me Feel

“I know, but for some reason, I just feel the urge to do it now.”

“Okay. Well, let’s go with that urge. After we get something to eat, we can relax for a little bit, maybe shop a little, then go to your parents’ house.”

“Shopping?”

“Yeah. I figured after this, we would both be excited and want to buy some neutral baby stuff.”

I giggled. Knowing he was just as excited as I was had caught me by surprise. “You never cease to amaze me,” I said, gently caressing his cheek.

The way he stared at me always spoke volumes. It was like he loved me. We hadn’t had sex yet, but I knew it wouldn’t be long. We’d spent the weekend together, and feeling his dick against me was like holding a crack rock in front of a fiend. I almost attacked him in that bed. However, I already knew since he was staying with me tonight, I wouldn’t be able to resist his tenderness.

He leaned over and kissed my lips, and I felt like I wanted to melt in my seat. As I sat staring at him, something I found myself doing often, the nurse called me to the back. It was like my soul was in disbelief that he was actually going through with this. I had to make sure that I wasn’t dreaming. How could I be so blessed in my foolishness? God really loved me to send this amazing man to me.

We walked through the door, and the nurse weighed me, then took my blood pressure. It was slightly elevated, but that was to be expected since my nerves were heightened. Oliver grabbed my hand and gently rubbed it. “Everything’s gonna be okay. I need you to calm down and trust that they will.”

I nodded and smiled tightly at him, trying to take his advice. Once I gave a urine sample, the nurse led us to an examination room and told me to undress and put on a gown. They would be doing a vaginal ultrasound. When she left, Oliver asked, “Do you want me to step out?”

He’d never seen me naked. He was a complete gentleman at all times. I shook my head as I pulled my dress over my head. Biting his bottom lip, he grabbed my dress from me as he unashamedly scanned my thickness. He folded it neatly and set it in a vacant chair. When he turned back to me, I was handing him my bra. It was like he was stuck as he stared at my breasts. He licked his lips as he took my bra and set it on my dress.

I put the gown on before taking off my underwear. I didn’t need to be turned on when they were about to insert that damn wand in me. It had been weeks since I’d had sex. That shit would probably feel good and make me feel sexual as desperate as I was for some dick right now. The last thing I needed to do was moan. I walked over to place my underwear between my dress, but Oliver took them from me.

He stared into my eyes and brought them to his face. I nearly squirted all over this damn floor. When he moaned and allowed his eyes to roll to the back of his head, I knew we would be fucking later. There was no way around it. “Oliver,” I said softly.

“Mm-hmm,” he responded, dropping my panties to the chair with my clothes.

“Why did you do that?”

“I’ve been dying to taste you. I’m sorry if I offended you, baby.”

I closed my eyes and licked my lips. Slowly shaking my head, I said, “The last thing I feel is offended. Maybe I should tap into that feeling so I can calm down.”

He chuckled softly as someone knocked on the door. I sat on the examination table as the doctor walked in. “Hello, Mom. You are indeed pregnant. When was the first day of your last cycle?”

I searched the sky, expecting the answer to fall on me somehow. “Umm . . . probably the first week of last month. My period varies and never comes at the same time every month.”

“I understand. Is this the father?”

I glanced over at Oliver and said, “Yes. He’s my boyfriend, Oliver Andrews.”

The doctor shook his hand as Oliver smiled big. He was so happy. While I knew that he was excited about hearing the baby’s heartbeat, I could imagine that he was just as happy with the scent of my pussy on his face. I smiled at the thought as the doctor turned back to me. He asked me a few more questions, then told me the ultrasound tech would be in shortly.

I lay on the table and found myself staring at Oliver. He stood and came closer to me. When he grabbed my hand, he brought it to his lips and kissed it. “You’re so beautiful, and I know you’ll be a wonderful mother.”

I smiled at his words. That was something that had plagued me. I didn’t have a clue of how I would mother this baby, but I could only hope that I wouldn’t fuck it up. While I knew I would have help from Ramsey, Kiana, and Oliver, I was responsible for caring for my child. I truly believed that my nerves about that would never go away. I was going to be responsible for a whole-ass life. Instead of spilling my deepest thoughts and concerns in this doctor’s office, I said, “Thank you, Oliver.”

When the tech came in, she spoke to Oliver and me and got right to business. I was grateful for that. Oliver came to my other side and held my hand as I spread my legs. His eyes stayed fixed on the screen, waiting to see what we knew to be true. I also averted my attention to the screen when the tech inserted the wand. My thoughts from earlier were so damn skewed. The last thing on my mind right now was sex.

Tears immediately fell from my eyes as my butter bean came into view. She turned up the volume, and we heard a strong heartbeat. “You look to be about ten weeks, honey.”

Oliver kissed my hand repeatedly, then gently wiped my tears. After taking some pictures, she removed the wand, letting me know I could get dressed. After she left, I sat up, and Oliver hugged me tightly. “Are these happy tears?”

I bit my bottom lip as I nodded. “I’m gonna bring a life into this world. I’m in love already. Hearing the heartbeat of a life growing inside of me is overwhelming. When I heard it, every regret I had dissipated. This baby is all that matters. Whoever doesn’t like it doesn’t matter. As long as I’m happy and . . .”

I paused, trying to figure out how to word what I wanted to say. I looked up at him. “As long as you’re happy, I don’t care about anyone else.”

His lips parted. “What are you saying, Kinisha?”

I swallowed hard, trying to figure out if I meant what I was saying. “I’m saying that your happiness is important to me. I want this between us to be real. I know it’sbeenreal for you, and I’m ready to be for real too.”

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