My lungs finally cooperate. I inhale sharply, coughing and rolling onto my side. I gag, almost throwing up, but manage to not make that big of a fool of myself. She pats my back until I twist toward her, then scoot into a sitting position like her.
“You been up long?”
“Just enough to watch you squirm in your sleep.” She points to the tray. “A nurse brought two breakfasts. I managed to convince her not to kick you out at four o’clock this morning.”
I rub my eyes. “Thanks.”
“It’s eight,” she supplies before I can ask. “And the doctor is discharging me.”
“You had a whole conversation with him while I slept?” I squint at her. I didn’t think I was that deep of a sleeper, but… jeez.
“You had a long day.” She waves me off.
That reminds me of my dream. Her hand anyway. I take the blanket and flip it off our legs, exposing her bare feet.
And her pink toenails.
I shiver.
“Are you okay?”
“Just a weird fucking dream,” I reply. “Um, I’m going to go check on that discharge paperwork. And see if you can fly.”
“We’re not flying,” she points out. “You have a home game. Melody and I are driving.”
I stop, realizing she’s right. “But eventually you’ll need to fly.”
Melody is picking her up? Are they that close? I mean, they met twice, but probably a grand total of under an hour spent together.
She sighs. “Stop trying to figure out my ulterior motive. It’s exhausting.”
“You’re exhausting,” I retort.
I put my shoes on and find my hat on the floor. After a quick detour through the bathroom—they even have a toothbrush, which I’m pretty sure is one Aurora keeps in her purse like a psycho, although it doesn’t stop me from using it—I head to the nurses’ station.
My mission?
To get therealstory.
One of the nurses recognizes me. I lean on the counter and give her my best, most charming smile. Once Miles was born, I had to rely on antics to get the attention I deserved. Which usually resulted in being labeledclass clownor some such monstrosity. I got the laughs I wanted, though, and the focus from my parents that I needed.
Miles was always the quiet, calm one. He had boundless energy on the ice and a bit of a toxic behavior when it came to competition. I mean,I’mcompetitive, but he took it to a new level. It was him who escalated things when we were on the ice together.
He was just too good. Naturally. I needed to take him down a peg or two. It resulted in fights, smack-talk, just regular brother shit but spiked by adrenaline and blades attached to our feet. And padding. Because no matter how hard you whack someone with a stick, it’s not going to hurt as bad if they’re in full hockey gear.
They essentially ended our feud when they put him in the goal.
I tried to goaltend, but I hated it. Hated being confined to the crease, to going from standing around to a hundred percent alert. To wearing the weight of the game on my shoulders if I let a puck in, if my playing wasn’t perfect.
Miles never sweated that.
So he could take that crease and all the glory that comes with being a goalie.
Me? Center. Aggressive, charming, lethal in a face-off. It’s where I shine.
Anyway, back to the nurse. She’s watching me like she’s never seen a hockey player with all his teeth before.
I refrain from making myself more human by detailing the almost-shit-my-pants scene.