Page 46 of Slow Burn (The Boston Beauties)

‘J...Jessa,’ he moaned again as I worked him deeper and faster. ‘I’m...close...fuck.’

He took my head in his hands and tried to pull my head away from him, but I shook my head, pushing myself down on him, trying to take him as deep as I could. I had never swallowed before, the thought of it had always made me want to vomit. I never, ever let Matt finish in my mouth, but the thought of making Drew finish with a hand job didn’t sit well with me. I wanted to give him everything I had, and I wanted to taste him, take everything he had to give me.

‘Jessa…’ he tried to pull my head off him one more time, but I shook my head again and looked up at him, licking his tip. ‘It’s ok.’ I wrapped my mouth around him again and took him deep, pumping him with my mouth, flicking his tip with my tongue.

I felt him rock into me, holding my hair, pulling it before tensing up as he let out an audible moan, ‘Ahhh, fuck, Jessa.’

I can't say I loved the feeling of his semen in my mouth, but I also didn't want to gag or vomit either. If it was something that he loved, I’d do it for him. I’d do practically anything for this man.

He sat up leaning against my headboard as I crawled up his body so I was lying on top of him, for easier access to his mouth for kissing. ‘That was incredible,’ he said, trying to catch his breath. ‘Do I even want to know how you know how to do that?’ he asked me in awe.

A wide smile spread across my face and I felt my face blushing, but I wasn’t going to chicken out, I was going to tell him. ‘So, wanna know a secret about me?’

‘You’re secretly a porn star?’ he joked, tucking my hair behind my ears.

I tensed and forced a laugh. ‘Not even funny.’ I could tell he didn’t connect what he had just said to the fact that I’d starred in an adult film once upon a time, though I hadn’t consented to it being filmed.

‘Shit,’ he looked embarrassed when he realized what he had said. ‘Sorry, I forgot.’

‘That’s good then.’ I ran a finger over his nipple down to his navel, skimming over his abs.

He playfully hit my ass, ‘Go on, tell me your secret.’

‘While I don’t like to star in adult films, I do love watching them.’

I felt his body shake before I heard his laughter as he found humor at my expense as he often did in a pleasing way, not a mocking or malicious way. I hit him in the chest, ‘I’m serious.’

‘I can tell,’ he kissed me, pulling me tighter. ‘I think I love you a bit more for it.’

I shivered in his arms, causing him to adjust to pull the blankets up, covering us before holding me back in his strong arms.

‘Is it something you do often?’ he asked me. ‘Watching porn, that is,’ he added for interpretation like I’d be giving anyone else blow jobs. I looked to him to see a huge smile on his face and his dick growing again.

I nodded into his chest. ‘Yeah…’

‘Define often.’

‘Daily.’

‘Wow, I don’t even watch it that often,’ he confessed.

‘So you do watch porn?’ I asked for clarification.

‘Of course, you’ve been gone a while,’ he said. ‘But that summer with you, I don’t think I watched once.’

‘With Lisa?’ I asked before I could stop myself and instantly regretted it.

‘Jessa, we’re not talking about others in our bed,’ he saidourbed, that didn’t pass my notice. ‘Or thinking of them for that matter. This is our time, our bed, our life. Got it?’

I nodded, ‘Sorry.’

‘No need to be sorry, I just want to make it clear, that no one else matters. We focus on us, our future, our pleasure, nothing else.’

I tilted my head up to kiss him, ‘Why are you so perfect?’

He laughed, ‘I’m far from perfect, cupcake, but far be it from me to try and convince you otherwise.’

CHAPTER 14

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